I woke up to my alarm, I quickly stopped it before the noice got even more annoying. There was blood in my floor and I was puzzled for a minute before I remembered. I sighed.
" well, time to clean up" I told myself. I cleaned up quickly, took a shower, and got dressed in my uniform when suddenly I remembered that I have to eat lunch with annoying Sebastian. Well now my day is much worse! Thank you god! I was sarcastic If you didn't get it.
Time skip to lunch
As I sat in a table I started to unpack my lunch. I brought 1 slice of chocolate cake and 2 frosted cookies. Then came Sebastian.
"Whoa... you have a big sweet tooth! But you should eat more healthy or you'll get chubby" he said, laughing at his own joke.
"Well I have metabolism so it doesn't matter" I replay.
"You should lighten up more or you won't have any friends and you'll be known as the school loner... like some kind of crappy story an otaku would write about her favorite yaoi pair" he said which surprised me and even him.I shrugged it off and said,
"Well I don't care about making friends or any of the sort plus, I AM the school's loner"
" oh yeah.. forgot about that. Anyway why don't you want any friends??"he said. 'So I don't have to deal with idiots like you' but I didn't say that instead I said something that surprised him and me even more.
"Because friends aren't real, they say they care and love you but all that do is get close to you and then leave you making you feel miserable" I say. I immediately regret that as I feel my tears building up in my eyes.
"Ciel... I-" I cut him off by leaving, running towards the bathroom. Once I get there I lock the door and throw up. Yes I won't gain weight but still, I can't help it, it's a sort of relief when I can't cut. I flushed the toilet and cleaned myself. When I got out I saw Sebastian.
"Are you ok Ciel?!" He says worried," I heard you throw up"
" I'm fine I just got a bit sick" I replied to him.
"Alright well see ya later class is about to start" he says with a carefree smile.
"See ya" I say as I make my way to class.
Time skip to after school
After I made 5 new scars I started to do 3 more. I felt the blood ooze from my knee, I did three more because of the words I said to Sebastian at lunch.
'Because friends aren't real,they say they say they care and love you but all they do is get close to you and then leave you making you feel miserable' the blood dripping made me have a sense of relief and calmness. I cleaned up the mess and went to bed, waiting for the horrors tomorrow would bring.
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Hi!! Sorry I didn't update sooner I would have updated yesterday but NWEA is hard. I took the math one today and I'm just hoping I did a good job on it!
Anyway bye!!!
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DepressedCiel x Sebastian(MODERN)
FanfictionEver since Ciel's parents died in the fire, Ciel has been going on through depression. He now lives with his Aunt Red and nobody knows of his depression. He fakes all his happiness. Even in school he's almost invisible, that all changes when Sebasti...
