Dear Soulmate

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I've been looking for you for as long I can remember. My fingertips and mostly my heart has craved to touch your soul for a very long time.

I guess you're wondering why I am writing to you as of now instead of later in my life. Right now, I had confessed my love (not undying or anything, just saying I love you in Spanish), only for it to be pushed aside as a "nice gesture" and he "wasn't about that life".

Since I am in school, I can't exactly do anything but continue with my life, or school classes. It hurts a lot, being only 17 years old, heartbreak without it actually shutting down. I don't want to feel right noe because I hate this, this pain.

Wishing I could find you right away, so I wouldn't have to fool with anyone else and just lay in your bedroom reading poetry with the sound of your voice as I fell asleep. I wish you could just hold me close and say you love me softly as I cry; very cliche I know.

But these things won't happen right now, not yet. Still, it sucks.

For the time being, I wait for you quietly, patiently waiting for you to lovingly kiss my lips with yours. I wait fo you to keep me in your thoughts in every aspect of life. No, I don't want you to become obsessed with me, even though I am not as endearing or whatnot to obsess over.

Goodbye, see you soon,

Alexis

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