just go to bed he said,
get some rest he said,
i try and all i get from it is headaches i thought
i think too much,
about everything i said
but i didn't say about you goddamit
all day today,
at the mother daughter banquet
at the band banquet
you were on my mind
that panic attack
all i could think of was you
to come help me and calm me down
your soft smile and pale skin to come save the day
i just wanted to see your eyes
and your smile
then i calmed down
and i saw you at work and literally the world stopped spinning
you stopped walking and smiled at me
what are you doing here you said
ingredients is all i could muster.
those fucking eyes
you helped me look for what i needed
and you smiled
and you laughed
and you spoke as softly as that deep, rough voice could.
your dark brown eyes shone
as much as those mud puddles could
they shone so fucking bright.
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Poetrylittle outbursts of my mind splattered and spotted it's found on paper in pen -cmh oklahoma senior
