Dear Diary,
If you may ask.. Do you do self harm? Do you have thoughts of suicide? Do you want to end your life and stop with all the pain?
Yes !! Yes babe, definitely. I have no friends, no family and no one to open up to. Because people are staying away from me, because of all the scars I'm having.
I do self harm because I'm tired of experiencing mental pain. I want to transfer it from the outside. I want physical pain. I like it better that way.
I want to end my life because no one would even be in pain seeing me suffer like this. No one. NO. ONE. No one cares, no one notices me, no one helps me overcome this feeling. No one tells me what to do, no one comforts me, no one understands, no one.
I'm tired of being alone, I'm tired of being by myself, I'm tired of sleeping in a wet pillow full of tears. I'm tired with everything, which makes me feel so numb. So numb.
People makes me feel like I'm a trash? Air? A no one? A ghost? A dead person? Oh how I wish I'm a dead person.
- ji eun.
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