Jungkook's Point Of View
you: bro? is there anything wrong?
you: what did i do?
you: why do i feel this why?
you: i dont understand myself anymore.
you: i like her, you know that. but i stopped myself because i was unsure of my feelings, i stopped myself because of some reasons i cant even explain. fuck help me bro.
parkjiminssi: why? what happened bro?
you: ji eun made me fall inlove with her again bro.
parkjiminssi: damn bro.. i dont know what to say...
you: can you please do me a favor?
you: can you tell her to meet you up tomorrow in cafe adriatico? dont tell her im coming with you... please.
parkjiminssi: sure bro.
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Ji Eun's POV
parkjiminssi: ji eun!
parkjiminssi: lets go to cafe adriatico tomorrow. my treat.
you: well sure bitch. HAHA
parkjiminssi: anyways, you look so beautiful in your photos :)
you: thank you so much :)
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the next day
i went inside the cafe and there i saw jimin waiting for me. i sat down infront of him and then i became frustrated when a man walked towards our table.
"j-jungkook.." i said.
"ji eun.."
"why the heck is jungkook here jim?!" i said whispering.
"he wants to talk to you about something." he said. "im gonna leave the both of you here together. talk. im gonna meet my girl." he said and walked out.
the past minute became very silent, we didnt know who will start and when to start the conversation. and i dont even know what were gonna talk about. i got so bored that i packed my things back into my bag and when i was about to stand...
"j-ji-ji eun, w-wait." he pleaded.
"what? what are we gonna talk about? silence?" i said.
"no i- i just need someone to talk to.."
"why not jimin? why not eun bi?"
"they wont understand. a-and this is about you and me ji eun. please."
i sat down and said "what?"
"i-i... i broke up with eun bi."
"what? why?!" i asked.
"i-its because of this, this shit!" he pointed his chest. "i wanna say this right here, right now, because i want a peaceful life.. already."
i didnt respond because i didnt know what to say.
"my brain tells me to stop loving you because i already have a girl. but my heart tells me to stay strong and love you. ive liked you since before ji eun. i like you because youre strong. but the feeling right now isnt just suited for the word like.. because i love you ji eun. i did use eun bi because i thought i could forget the feelings i have for you, but it still failed.. now i do—"
"why? why cant you love me? i mean why is your brain telling you to stop loving me?" i asked.
"i dont know, i dont even know. everything's making me frustrated. im scared that if i love you, and if i did something wrong that could hurt you, i mt might lead to something that would make your depression worse. coz i dont want you hurt ji eun. you know that. and i want to let you know that its you, it has always been you ji eun. up to this time.."
before i could even say a word, he hugged me like crazy. he hugged me as if there was no tomorrow. he hugged me in a way i could feel his warmth. he hugged me...
"im sorry, if you ever felt like it was your fault jungkook.. this is our fault. we were too weak to tell the truth, we were too scared to tell the truth.. im sorry, I didn't tell you what i was feeling... im sor—" i said.
"shhh no ji eun dont cry.." he hugged me once more.
tears started to shed down from my eyes. and it just doesnt want to stop. fuck.
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Broken Pieces - JK x IU
Fanfic- completed a girl named lee ji eun fell in love with a man who helped her find happiness, and helped her find the purpose of her life on earth. ˚✧₊⁎ jungkook x iu ⁎⁺˳✧༚ ( made this epistolary 3 years ago which means i was only 12 years old lmao...
