You're safe with me

Part23

Lexa backs away from Clarke a little after her saying that getting rid out there pup might be what's best for them.

Clarke can see what she's just said had upset Lexa a lot, Lexa pouting and growl a little at the idea she know this is hard for Lexa as she really want to have a little pup that half her and Clarke but maybe Clarkes not right maybe they are not ready.

"Lex?" Clarke says as she sits up in bed and puts her hand on Lexa arm but Lexa just shakes it off.  "Please look at me" Clarke voice cracks.

Lexa finally looks at Clarke and Clarkes sees Lexa wipes her eyes just before looking at Clarke, in that moment Clarke wishes that she didn't ask Lexa to look at her because it break her heart to see her alpha like this.

"I'm sorry" Clarke voice break and she brake into a sob.

Lexa watches her omega she doesn't know what to do but she doesn't like seeing her omega like this. Lexa moves up the bed and gently wraps her arms around Clarke, if she thinks this is hard on herself she has no idea how Clarke must feel.

"It's okay baby" Lexa mumbles into the blondes hair, she kiss her head and sends out a soothing scent trying to calm down her omega.

She pulls Clarke so she's laying on top of her. She had one hand in the blonde hair and the other rubbing small circles on her back.

"Everything is going to be okay, I promise"

They both asleep with Lexa still holding Clarke Close to her heart.

The next mornin Lexa wakes up before Clarke so she decides after last nights she going to bring the blonde breakfast in bed.

When she try to pull away from the blonde that is covering half of her body, she feels Clarke try snuggle close, Lexa chuckles and kisses the blonde forehead. She gonna gets away from Clarke, and makes her way to the kitchen.

She makes Clarke eggs, bacon, pancakes and everything else she can think the blonde will like. She puts it all on two plate and carry them up to her sleeping beauty.

She placed the plates down and sits next to Clarke on the bed.

"Baby, time to wake up"

Clarke growl and rolls over.

Lexa just chuckles and moved some blonde hair from her face.she leans down  and rubs her nose on Clarkes, she hear her omega purring quietly to her. Green meet blue and Lexa smile then connect their lips.

"Morning, baby"

"Mmmm, morning"

"I made you breakfast" Lexa says as she grab the plates and hands one to Clarke.

"Thanks" Clarke says before she diving in.

The eat in silence for a few minutes until Lexa decides it's a good idea to bring up the pup.

"We can make an appointment to see a doctor this week or when ever your ready but if this is what you want it's better to do it sooner" Lexa says as she starring at her omega stomach.

"Okay" Clarkes says as Lexa nods her head agreeing with Clarke if this is going to happen she need to get it done because just keeping the pup long will make it harder.

Lexa lets out a shaky breath when she grabs her phone and start calling  he hospital. Lexa walks out the room to talk to the doctor and it leave Clarke running her hand over her stomach.

The doctor said that her can see Clarke the same day as Lexa explained their current situation and that it's not the best timing for them to bring a pup into the world. She knows the doctor well enough to know that he won't judge her for letting her omega make this choice.

Lexa tells Clarke that the doctor appointment today Clarke just nods her head.

Lexa driving Clarke to the hospital and they both sit in silence with Clarke running her hand up and down her stomach.

"You okay?" Lexa asks she knows this must be horrible for Clarke but if this is what she thinks is best then Lexa will stand by her no matter what"

Clarke nods her head again and looks out the window for the rest of the drive.

Lexa pulls up to the hospital. She sucks in a breath and takes Clarkes hand in hers and kisses the back of it.she gets out the car and open the door for Clarke when the blonde out she takes the blonde hand once again to let her omega know that she's not alone in this that they are in it together.

Once they are in side Lexa telling the Receptionist Clarkes name and they wait for the doctor to be done with a patient.

"Miss woods, nice to see you again" the doctor smiles and shakes Lexa hand. "You must be Clarke, this way" he walks into a private room with both of them following him. "So I'm going to be your doctor today, we just need to see how far you are before we decide What procedure is best for you." Lexa gives Clarke a faint smile."now if you would like to lay in the bed and pull up your top so we can scan you" Clarke looks at Lexa but Lexa nods her head saying that it's okay and to trust him, Lexa also know that Clarke looking at Lexa for permission to allow the doctor to see her body.

Clarke lays down and slowly rolls up her top.

Lexa soon to take Clarke hand in hers and gives it a little squeeze. The doctor puts the cold cream on Clarke stomach and the scanner, her moves it around Clarke stomach looking at a screen Clarke and Lexa can't see. The doctor stops and looks over to them both.

"Would you like to see" the doctor asks because he doesn't want to make it harder for Clarke but it is her choice.

Lexa dying to see but it's up to Clarke, so she look to the blonde "do you?" Lexa asks. She sees Clarke trying to decide if it's the best idea, she is about to get an abortion should she at least see their unborn child. She slowly nods her head. The doctor turns the screen to them both and they see a baby no bigger then a little toy, Clarke just stares at the screen. Lexa eyes begin to water. The doctor switch on the sound and the strong heart beat is coming through the speaker loud and clear.

"I-i c-can't do this" Clarke stutter as she sits up and pull down her top and leaves the room.

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