Is That To Much To Ask For?

Chapter 7: I Was Right

Josiah's POV:

[convo]

" Hey baby, I miss you already", I said to Anaya(ex/gf)

" Aww, I miss you to, are you gone come over again tonight" she said referring to what happen last night.

" Maybe, I don't know yet" I said clearly lying, I honestly don't want to come over.

" Well, baby think about it, talk to you later, love you" she said saying goodbye.

" Love you to, bye" he said.

~convo ended~

I honestly have been thinking about Tanya lately. I miss her so much. That argument was pointless, and I'm low ball regretting what I said earlier. We haven't talked in weeks,and this is killing me inside. I know I hurt her, but I was made at the moment and whatever came out, came out.

I have decided to start talking to my ex again, because technically Tonya and I aren't "together" so I'm not cheating...right? Anyways, Anaya and I have spent a lot of time together. I can't stay away from her, but it's only because when I'm with her I'm thinking of Tanya. I thought I wanted to go back with anaya, but being around her made me realize, why I used to act the way I act. She's way to distant but Tonya isn't gone know that. I'm going to pretend like I'm really happy without her even if I'm not.

~At School Next Day~

Josiah POV:

I told my [gf] to come to my school today. I knew I was gone see Tonya, so why throw it in her face.😬😁😂 I saw her walking with diamond, so I purposely kissed Anaya. The look on her face was historical. She was so pissed and I just laughed. I'm not trying to be mean, I hope she know I'm just playing.

Tonya POV:

I ran into the bathroom so fucking upset. No this bitch nigga didn't. First you gone say, we ain't official, then gone show up to school with some bitch, who may I remind you don't even go here. Fine two can play at that game. I can find someone. (Hopefully)

I walked into science class and I see that bitch ass nigga  with another bitch. I just roll my eyes smile and keep walking. I sit right next to diamond and she clearly see it's something wrong with me.

"What the hell is wrong wit you, do I need to beat some ass" she said wit a serious face.

"Nothing, I'm fine" I said clearly lying because something is wrong with me.

"Girl miss me wit that, you my best friend you don't think I know when you upset so, spill it" she said looking at me with a bitch you betta tell me face.

"Fine, Josiah and I got into it because apparently his " crazy ass ex", was calling his phone. I already felt like something was up with that but I ignored it, but when we were arguing who told me he don't care because we not official anyways, so I walked home and now there he is over there cuddled up with that stupid bitch" I said gesturing towards them without making it obvious.

"Owell fuck him, he clearly is dumb, u bomb ass fuck best friend , and he clearly don't know what he missing, shit I'll be heart broken if you left me" she said laughing at the last part.

"I know, that's why I love you but it's cool, I got him"😎😋😋😋 I said mocking his voice from a past reference.

So, my plan to find someone is slowly but surely coming together. I saw a few guys, that have had a crush on me for forever, so I'll just use one of them. I'm interrupted by someone bumping into me. I look up, and saw this bomb ass, Carmel thang. My bad he said making me want to attack him. He had a deep, but soothing voice. He had on a compression shirt (a weird shirt most boys wear), so his nice fit arms was just glistening , and I thought he is perfect. So we exchange numbers, and he said he was gone text me. I'm so happy because paybacks, a bitch😋😎😎.