Tear roll from your eyes
struggling and fighting all the times
I saw you wish you could die
but I want to you know
this is your life
that you must to keep it alive
I can see the pain in your eyes
I saw tears drop from your pretty eyes
there is so much for you to feel
and you don't think that it can be heal
You try to hold on
you try to move on
but something stop you
yesterday I saw you cry all night
just to keep yourself to fall asleep
the next day, you woke up
putting the best smile on your face
fooling people aside
that you can face all of these
I miss the ways your eyes shines so bright
I miss the way you smile so wide
People just being so cruel to you
and I feel so damn helpless
I saw who you are when you nearly breakdown
but still keeping with your mission
which is you feel that
you just need to keep everyone else happyI miss the way you making your silly faces
and lame jokes
I just want you to be happy
but baby
You put people first before yourselfAnd at the end they blame you
leave you alone
Speechless and
Clueless
without any single explanationThe night I saw you in front of the mirror
I notice that it getting harderYou going through something which I can tell it's feel like a battle
The scars buried deep in your skin
The new one ,the old one
Seem to messed up
You try to start it over again
But don't know where to begin
So you just praying to god to relieve the pain
YOU ARE READING
LOVE is YOU
PoetryI want you so bad that I think I'm going insane when you're not here.I never got to say how much I love you and I regret it... Halo...this is first book i wrote...well its not a book more to like journal.I wrote this to express my feeling and i hope...