LOVE is YOU

I should have tell you this.

I never fell for someone with pretty face or someone with nice body,i fell for someone who always wanted to know how my day went,i fell your stupid jokes and beautiful silly theories,i fell for the way you laugh and the way you sang your favorite song.I fell for someone who I believed would be an amazing human in this world.

I never thought i'd have to wake up without you,i never thought i'd spend minutes everyday staring at your pictures as my mind and my heart tugged against each other on a decision that i had to make.I had to walk on my own but I'm used to your presence right next to me and it hurt to try and walk away.i never thought that i'd come home to an empty couch where we used to hang out together and no sleepy smile.

But I do

Maybe in a year I'll find someone new,maybe in a year I'll stop wishing they were you.I'll stop critizing everything they do because they don't do it like you used to.I'll stop my heart from dropping when I still come home to an empty couch or whenever your shadow come pass by.I'll keep myself the nights i wish you were still around and I'll listen to our favorite songs.

Maybe you'll meet someone too,and they gonna tell everything that they love about you.They'll do everything I wasn't able to,they'll make you smile brighter than I ever could ,they'll make you laugh harder than i ever could.Maybe they'll love you better than i could ever do and maybe they'll finally get to see yourself the way i still do.

I'll keep your picture in a box,I'll keep it in my closet.I'll look at them once in a while and feel a sense of home in it because you used to be my home.You're the safest place in this world and with you I can feel safe.I'll see the way you smile,the crinkles by your eyes.I'll hear the way you laugh and reminisce when you were mine.

When my kids ask me about love,I'll sit and tell them about how it felt.I'll tell them that love suppose to makes you feel like you're flying,a love that make you feel everything.I'll describe the way i felt with you,I'll tell them the word i never said to you.I'll tell them about you.

I'll tell them what I learned with you,how love is never just butterflies and pretty things.i'll tell them its fighting and screaming but coming back at the end.It's not only kisses and I love you's,it's goodbyes and empty spaces and its doing whats best no matter what case it is.

I know you're out there somewhere,your beautiful mind lighting up every room.I'll be right here,moving on but always have a space for you.I know you're not coming back and I wish you all the best.I'll keep with me ,the memories and the word i never said and I hope you fall in love again.I hope you give it all,i hope you never lose your heart,i hope you wont afraid to fall.

To the someone that i'll always love,you'll always have my heart.I was so dumb back then cause I've been inconsiderate with you and I don't deserve you. I'm sorry we feel apart,I'm sorry it was all too hard.maybe i'll see you again someday,once again in a crowded place.my heart will stop the way it used to and i'll still adore you just the same.Maybe I wont say a word and maybe i wont even come near,maybe i'll love you for afar and maybe then my heart will be clear.

You'll always be my favorite memory,you'll always be where my heart rests.