This Is My Life

"New Family"

"hey Avia" Colby asks while we were sitting together during lunch.

"ya" I say not even looking up

"are you okay? you haven't been talking all day" Colby moves next to me 

"not really" I say moving away a bit.

Colby moves closer to me again "whats wrong." he try's to look at me but I look away "You know you can tell me anything."

A tear rolls down my cheek and I turn to Colby and pull him into a hug and hold him tight.

"It's going to be okay" he keeps repeating while rubbing my back.

"It's not" i say then hiccup "I hate my dads house and I hate my dad I just hate everything" as I cry onto his shoulder

"tell me whats wrong" as he is still rubbing my back "you can tell me anything"

I pull away from the hug and look at him with my red puffy eyes "I went to my dads house yesterday and he's marrying somebody that has kids of her own and that there going to apart of my family and I don't want anyone to be apart of it only me my mom and my dad."

"well there not really going to be related to you yanno" Colby said giving a half smile

"what do you mean?" 

"I mean there not really related to you. their just going to be your step mother and sibling. It really doesn't mean your blood related" Colby said with some sass

"I mean that's true but It's that I'm going to have to go to that house and it won't be just me and my dad anymore." I said with sadness

"you just gotta tell your dad that you want it to be just you and him." 

"ya I could" i say with a smile "thanks Colby for talking to me"

"I'm always going to be here for you" Colby said opening his arm for another hug

I lean in and give him a hug. then the bell rang to go back into class and we went our separate ways to get to class.

{ I've realized that this story was mostly talking about her dads house... sorry it seems like that... I don't mean to i just like to explain things a lot... hope you like it! }