The Feels

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(Another 3 years pasted) 

It's 3:00 am and I'm just listening to All Time Low blasting in my ears even though I have homework do tomorrow. If I miss another assignment I'm going to have a detention. oh well if i do.. at least I'll be with Colby. He's changed a lot .. and I don't know if its a good or bad thing. hes started smoking with all his friends and he wanted me to come over earlier to try it out but I don't know if I'm actually ready to get high. I've never done it before and he keeps saying that it isn't bad, but I'm just so scared to try it wow I'm a fucking pussy. I never go out anymore im usually just home listening to music. I start thinking deeper into my thoughts  *BUZZ BUZZ* 

"Who texted me? Especially at 3 in the morning?" 

I open my phone to see Colby texted me. I start getting this feeling in my stomach again .. its been happening to me for a while. its like a huge ticklish shock that goes through your body and you just feel happy. but it only happens when Colby talks or texts me.. i just ignore it and see what he texted me.

Colby:  "Hey why didn't you come earlier?"

I thought I already told him what the fuck. He never listens to me.

Me: "I told you don't you remember?? or are you to stoned"

Colby: "Avia I'm listening its just i don't get why your so scared to try it."

Me: "I'm not scared."

Colby: "Then why don't you try it. You know I'll never let anything happen to you"

Me: "Ik Ik you told me. But I'm just i nervous"

Colby: "so your scared.."

Me: "No."

Colby: "Ya!!"

Me: "Shut up dumb ass"

Colby: "woah watch the language missy"

Me: "what you gonna do about it"

Colby: "Nothing"

Me: "ya because your a pussy"

Colby: "I mean you are what you eat XD"

Me: "really"

Colby: "sorry lol but you gotta that was funny"

Me: "Nope"

Colby: "Ik your smiling behind the screen"

Me: "Nope, gotta go I'm tired"

Colby: "Night shit head

Me: "Night dumb ass XP"

I then shut my phone off then smile, and then getting all the feels again. what does this mean! does thins mean I have feelings for him? no that's dumb were just friend. Best friend. Always. NOTHING ELSE!

{ohhh avia is getting them feels though... wonder whats going to happen if those feels get out of hand?? we wont know CX}

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