I break my heart every day
so this can’t hurt me.
you can’t hurt me.
I break my heart every day
so the walls only surround me tighter
clenching my skin to remove all emotion.
I break my heart every day
so this means nothing to me.
absolutely nothing.
I break my heart every day
so I have no fears left,
none at all.
I break my heart every day
to avoid having to think about
how much I would rather not be alive.
I break my heart every day
because it’s better to destroy myself,
the easiest outlet of all.
I break my heart every day
so that nobody else has the chance.