Transfer

A/n hey I'm sorry but I think I'm just gonna delete my book. I'm sorry to anyone who took the time to read it but it's not really that popular. I'll write a book with the person who can premiere my book the most and tell me who you want it to be about thanks so much! Ily p.s I'll be doing a double update to day thnx 💞💞💞

Harry

Chapter 13

I was awake and all I could think about was Beatrix. she was my everything and I had to go and ruin everything. I guess Travis was right, I am a monster and shouldn't learn how to love. I just screw up every ones life. I look at my phone and I scroll through the pictures we have taken. it wasn't a long relationship. we had a good month or two and there wasn't a lot of pictures but I still miss her in my arms. she was so fragile, so sweet, and caring, so beautiful.. wait she wasn't just beautiful she was flawless. She was the type of person that cares about everything and everyone with out even knowing if they care about her back. she was, never mind I guess I could ramble about her every second if the day of I wanted to. I heard a faint knock come from the door to find Niall barge in with Beatrix. she was crying. she looked so fragile and vulnerable. I asked " what the hell happened?" Niall said "her nephew has cancer." " what?" Beatrix was the next to speak she said " h-h-he h-h-has ( hiccups) c-c-cancer!" I look at her and see her eyes all dull and her skin pale and her cheeks red and stained with tears. she was clutching her stomach. I said " I got her you guys go." Niall looked at me and I nodded he lifted her to the bed and walked out with crystal,Niall,and baby Edward. I closed the door and said " if you keep on crying you'll dehydrate." "f-f-fuck O-off h-h-Harry." she hiccuped and the tears had finally stopped she was just silently rocking back and forth on my bed. I sighed and said " I no you hate me, but I still love you." she looked at me and said "I do hate you, but I love you more than you could ever imagine. I went to Niall because he loves me, he knows me better than my mom, or sister could ever. my sister wanted her mom around but I wanted Niall. for the first couple of months my mom had cancer I didn't notice or seemed to care. everyday, every second of our previous time was shortened and I didn't even notice." I felt tears sting my eyes when I heard those words fly out of her mouth. she was to fragile and I didn't like it. she was tough and different. she's the kind of different that could kill people in different districts. a war has begun between a broken boy, a fragile little girl, and a blonde dead man. will we ever be the same? before I could ask that question BOOM! The last thing I heard was Beatrix scream and then I was covered in darkness.