The Beginning of Time

Chapter 3: OBVIOUSLY.

It had to be the obvious. Obviously it meant nothing , everything meant NOTHING , because he rebelled against God and made her feel as if her works and beliefs were worthless. The cruel words crumbled inside of her and all she could feel was her heart dropping down to her stomach. She had cried and cried and cried. Weeping in soft but hurtful depression​. All she had wanted was his support , his uplifting words , and helping hand to help within the decision she had made. But , instead he decided to get hard on her , make her weak , and announce that he had found a FRIEND. Thinking that she was his friend , hell his everything , but was wrong ! Obviously being a helping hand meant nothing. Obviously guiding him towards the right path meant nothing. Obviously being by his side through every bullet he shot , every punches he laid , every drug he sold , and every hurt he went through meant nothing. Obviously being there through the timing of his car wreck , being there when he was worried about the army and thought he had to go back , being there when he put a man in the hospital in critical condition, being there when he had a man paralyzed , being there when he wanted and tried to sell drugs again , being there when he had to do jail time for simple arguments and dui , being there when his brother was shot and just held him in her arms , being there when he couldn't get to his daughter and tried to go out to shoot someone and she just stopped him and helped him pray and wipe away ever tear , being there when he was attacked by his mother and whole family and needed her there to comfort him and she appeared everytime , being there when he wanted to commit suicide and she was trying her very hardest to get there and she did , being there when he was hurting and began crying over her shoulder , and being there through his crisis and she had given him scriptures to read and prayers to pray meant NOTHING. She thought being there through it all meant NOTHING! She wondered why she had to hurt , why she had to suffer , and why she had to feel mentally damaged ? He had given her calls after calls that day , but she couldn't answer , she was heavily crying as if she was destroyed completely. But , she finally answered. When she saw his face and looked into his eyes she began weeping. He had asked her , "why she was acting the way she was acting , and why she couldn't talk to him or answer him?" And he told her , he loved her and was only lieing to her just to see her reactions. She hung up the phone and began crying again. And all she could think , WHY HER? He called and called and she had finally given him another answer and she listened , she listened to him and had gotten angry inside and only could say "WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME , WHY YOU KEEP CALLING , WHY DO YOU STILL CARE , AND WHY ARE YOU STILL HERE JUST TO PUT ME THROUGH HURT?" She was hurting and weeping a full day , but that night she had come to an conclusion. She realized what he was really trying to say to her. She realized why he was doing the things he was doing. He was RIGHT. The thing to that is her dad came and got her that evening and took her to her grandmother because he knew something was wrong. Her grandmother had seen the hurt in her eyes , and she began talking to her motivationally , and quoted scriptures for her. Her grandmother gave her things to empty her mind and to come back to peace. And , as she did that , she realized what she had been doing was foolish , and not only hurting her , but her family , and mainly Dante. She knew he was right and she just had to let him know. Before she knew it had gotten dark. She had fallen into a sleep before she could tell him anything and she had dreamt a dream. The dream she had dreamed had woken her up and she found herself in a puddle of tears. She looked at her phone and it was 4 o clock in the morning , she called him but he didn't answer. So , she had found herself sending him a message and she was now hoping that he replies or gives her a call back. She wanted to hear his voice , she wanted to see his face , and she wanted to look within his eyes to withhold that feeling again. She ran through emotions but , all she could do was wait and be patient. And as she be patient , she lived at peace , she had felt peace again , and was no longer in depression.
What's next to come?