all i cud see is the past
and how we didn't last
and when touch her
i'm thinking of your ass
i can't move on
or am i moving to fast
the things that we shared
no you don't really care
and the pain sets in as i talk cuz now were friends
i never thought the we would reach here
u say miss the days that we were friends
so what does that say for our relatoinship then
questions i never asked
truths i never told
all came to the light
and now the time froze
as i sit here i contemplate
and wonder where i went wrong
i see it all now that i fucked up what we was.....
when i see you it hurts
i don't even know how to flirt
other girls don't compare
don't got your smile or your hair
the days pass by
and i feel no better
hoping for the day that we get back together
at nights when i sleep i pull my self together
and when i can't sleep i pull my pillow closer
and pretend that its you
it's sad but its true
make up silly words thats comforting to my ear
but the truth is that u aint even there
love is a farce
i shall not love again
but i still hate the fact that u want to be friends
i don't have time
soon my life ends
sooner than the rest
this fact i detest
the love has turned to hate
hate into despair
and soon into fear
as i lay on my bed wising that u were here......
yh its about you..... better if i say its about me telling you but not telling you how i feel.....
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