“Tired of Trying”
I tried so many things for you
Things that I haven’t imagine that I would do
‘Cause I believe that I meant for you
Even though its more than impossible to be true …
I think this is not just fangirling
Because I know I’m really falling
For someone who doesn’t even know that I’m existing
But inspite of this , I’m still trying …
Most people telling me I’m crazy
I also tell that to myself actually
Because it’s really far from reality
That you’ll also feel the same for me …
I’ve tried almost everything
And I realized that it’s really tiring
To believe in this crazy thing
Oh’ what am I going to do with this feeling?
And as I end this poem , I promise that I’ll continue trying
To fight for this unexpected feeling
No matter how long and how much it takes,
Even if it may lead to my heartbreaks … </3
