My Dear Huang

Part XXXIV

here ya goooo~~~ ur welcomeeee

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My dear huang,
Its been a week since I wrote something here. I'm sorry, its just that I've gotten really weak.

I still watch the show. I always see you laugh and smile. It looks like you're good without me. I'm so happy for you.. I'm sorry if I couldn't support you all the way through. I hope you could find the right girl someday, the one that will hold your hand tightly and never let go.. not like me.

I'm sorry if I have to go. I'm sorry if I couldn't stay. I'm so tired, I want to sleep..

S.KIM

3rd Person's POV

She closed the notebook she was holding and hugged it close to her aching heart as tears streaming down her face.

She turned her attention at the television in front of her, there she can see, the love of her life, smiling, laughing like used to when they were together.

She smiled as more tears dripped down her now pale cheeks

"I hope you remember me when you become famous" she said jokingly, tears still falling down

"I'm happy seeing you smile" she said as the pain in her chest started to get worse. Her lips started to tremble

"I'm.. so.. sorry.. I couldn't.. stay.. any.. longer.. to watch.. you.. fulfill.. your dream" she managed to say between her heavy breaths

"I love.. you.. and I'll.. miss.. you..

...my dear huang"

After she said those words, the loud, deafening sound of the heart monitor filled the room. The sound that no person ever want to hear.

Doctors started filling up the room and there she was, lying peacefully, clutching her beloved notebook near her heart where the faint heartbeat that she always wanted to hear can never ever be heard again...

a/n:
i'm not good with this kind of stuff. sorry

btw, THE ELIMINATION IS TONIGHT. OMG. I WANNA CRY. I'M NOT READY TO SEE SOME OF THEM GO. HUHUHU. I'M NOT OVER THE FIRST ELIMINATION YET AND NOW HERE'S THE SECOND. HUHUHUHUHU. uh ehem.. i'm sorry for that