Undefined Love (bwwm)

Barn nights and starlights

Lacey's P.O.V

I couldnt control my excitement. today would be the day i went to my first high school party. I looked my self once over in the mirror. i wore black leggings, with a mint colored crop top. Before making my way down stairs. My best friend Sage was waiting in her car. I kissed my mother good-bye i a headed out to what should be the best night of my life.

"You look cute, love the outfit Lace!" Sage squealed. Sage has been my bestfriend for as long as i can remember, our moms were bestfirends which made us official soul sisters, she was gorgeous which made her really likable by a lot of people. she stood at the top of the "pyramid", sometimes i felt like i was holding her back, because i wasn't as popular as her and she made me tag along with her at these sort of things, i pushed that thought away. Tonight is going to be great, i reminded my self. I tried my best to fake a censure laugh as she started the car. It took us at least 15 minutes to find the barn and another 5 minutes to find somewhere to park Sage's car. we walked up, more like jogged to the barn fixing our outfits before making a bold entrance into the party. There were drunken teens everywhere. In the living room, there were empty plastic cups on the floor and some passed out football players on the couch. I stood behind Sage making her my personal human shield from the chaos that was around us. She looked so comfortable, this reassured me that i was being up tight and i need to loosen up a little.

"Hey babe, wanna dance?"

"MAXXIEE!" Sage squealed. She kissed him on the cheek and turned to me.

"Are you gonna be okay?" she asked, knowing that this wasn't really my scene.

"yea, go have fun ill be fine." i lied. Sage gave me an apologetic look and mouthed "you got this" before making her way into the living room with Max.

I was thirsty so i made my way to the kitchen hoping to find something to drink. I came to a punch bowl and poured my self some. I sniffed it before taking a sip, the smell of it was a little off. I'm guessing someone must've spiked the drink. I took a gulp and the liquid easily slid down my throat but left a sore tender feeling. I poured myself more and decided I was gonna explore. The host. Zach. was grinding with some girls on top of a coffee table. It was obvious he was drunk. It was getting to hot in the barn so i made my way outside. The sky was beautiful not a cloud up there. I felt warm arms go around my waist, I felt like my stomach did a flip because i started to get butterflies. The guy kissed my neck and mumbled words I couldn't quite understand. his kisses were soft at first but soon each kiss became more aggressive than the last. I turned around looking in the guys face it looked like someone on the lacrosse team, but i couldn't recognize him. my head began to throb and my eyes was slowly clouding.

"Do you want know somethin' sweetheart." he said into my ear. He reeked and was clearly drunk. he didn't give me a second to answer and continued. " Yourr the mostest prettiest girl ive ever seen." he slurred out. running his hands through my hair. I wasn't sure if it was the alcohol talking or if he really meant it.

"Are you drunk, because you reek." I told him trying to loosen up his grip that he had around my waist.

"I'm not drunk how dare you I'm the soberest guy in this room." he tightened his grip on me. i tried pushing away but he was to strong for me. That's when he smashed his face into mine, he licked my bottom lip for entrance and i was trying my best not to open, while still trying to get him off me. he pinched my side, making me yelp and he took that opportunity to stick his tongue into my mouth. Stop. Stop. I tried yelling but he didn't loosen up. I'm not gonna put up with this is i bit down on his tongue as hard as i could and he quickly let me go.

"God, what the hell is wrong with you?" he asked inspecting his tongue in the dark. Idiot. He said some cuss words while flipping me off before making his way back to the party. I stood there, I cant believe i just bit some guys tongue. wow. hey there's a first for everything. right? I hadn't noticed that we made are way in side the corn field. Sighing I grabbed my bag that fell on the floor and starting making my way inside to find Sage. I wanted to go home. I was walking and i heard rustling. Calm down Lace, its just your mind fooling with you. walking a few more steppes i heard it again, i increased my speed and the rustling started getting louder. I felt a hand go around my mouth the other around my waist and i was getting pulled back. I started to panic, I kicked and screamed but we were to far out nobody could hear me. i bit down on the hand around my mouth and the person let out a groan. this is my chance to escape, I elbowed whatever was behind me making them crouch over and began to run then i felt a sharp pain in my neck. I raised my hand to my neck, griping it to try and stop the pain.

" you drugged me." i said, looking up at the figure that stood infront of me. I tried to yell but nothing came out. I tried to stand but my legs quickly gave out. The figure picked me up over their shoulder and carried me the other way. away from the barn, away from Sage, and a way from my family. The barn got smaller and smaller and the music began to fade, i looked up at the stars, usually each one shown brighter than the next, but tonight they were dim, almost fading away. Soon the barn just became a speck and my eyelids closed.

What have I gotten myself into?