Seventeen X Reader Sceanrios

Joshua

Me (author): 3rd scenario for the day :) ....why am I even counting this? oh well

YN'S POV

I sobbed loudly as I played 'still into you by paramore'. I typed the words in and played the song.

"CAN'T COUNT THE YEARS IN ONE HAND THAT WE'VE BEEN TOGETHER!!.." I cried more as I remembered the fun times we had.

I felt weak, as if I'm tired from running a road with no end.

"I HATE YOU JOSHUA !" I shouted.

"YOU BIG LIAR! YOU'RE NOT A GENTLEMAN! YOU'RE A FAKE!" I continued, not caring if my neighbors hear me.

Why did he have to leave?

I kept asking myself questions, not getting over the fact that he just left, he left me alone.

A memory appeared in my head once more. The time when I had a nightmare. I woke up and started to stare blankly, scared that my nightmare would happen, but it eventually did. He woke up , panicking. He hugged me, comforted me and told me my nightmare won't happen, but he was wrong. It happened, he left me..and now it hurts me like heck.

"Cause after all this time..I'm still into you.." I started.

"I SHOULD BE OVER ALL THE BUTTERFLIES!..BUT I'M INTO YOU!'

I sobbed loudly again, feeling hurt.

It feels like I just lost a big part of my life

I don't know why I'm even crying over him. I should be over him. Everything is already over. I should just move on. I keep telling myself these,but why Can't I just move on and forget him?

"LET THEM WONDER HOW WE GOT THIS FAR! "I shouted, doing what I just shouted, letting people wonder how we got this far, 'cause I know people must've been wondering how he can stay with a person like me long enough.

"Yeah after all this time, I'm still into you.." I whispered, small tears still escaping my eyes.

Why did this even happen? 

I continued shouting, trying to release my emotions, but why does my emotions keep coming back, I keep getting hurt.

I crawled towards the tissue box I got. I got some tissue and wiped my nose.

Why does this hurt me so much?

I remember his figure turning and leaving me here, hurt and wasted.

I look like a crazy woman, a crazy woman who still makes a fool out of herself for someone who left and hasn't come back even though he told me that he'll be back soon, that I should just wait.

I guess I'm just impatient since I can't wait for him any longer. It seems like he won't actually come back, which hurts me more.

'WHY DO I CONTINUE HURTING MYSELF?! WHY DO I STILL THINK OF HIM?' I shouted in my mind.

Wow. This song is dope. Pretty random..

Forever? Tch! Who even believes in that lie?

I cried more as the lyrics hit me hard.

Did they predict that I will be listening to this song? The lyrics seem to fit everything that's happening.

Me not moving on and stuff.

Why am I still into him?

Yeah. The song is right. I should be over all the butterflies. I should stop fooling myself and just get on with life.

oh right, we made a promise.  A promise saying that we'd be together for eternity. Tsk. I guess we were fools because we believed that our promise will come true. I guess some things are just not meant to be.

We made other people wonder how we got this far, but it seems to be making me wonder as well.

"How can he stay with me for such a long time?" I whispered.

I repeated my thought ' Why am I still into him?'

I think I should really move on and stop making a fool out of myself.

I jumped on my bed as I did head-bangs as I listened to the intrumental part.

I shook my head hard. I thought that doing this can help me remove the pain I've been feeling..but it didn't help..he has this much effect on me,huh? Instead of helping, it just made me dizzy, making me fall back to my bed.

'Some things just, some thing just make sense and one of those is you and I'

I thought about the lyrics and smiled bitterly.

Do we make sense? Do I make sense?

'Some things just, some things just make sense and even after all this time'

"I'm into you. BABY NOT A DAY GOES BY THAT I'M NOT INTO YOUU!!" I shouted, rolling at my bed and throwing my comforter in the air.

I stood up again and jumped. I shook my head again even if it will just make me dizzy.

I have felt enough pain. This will be the last .

The song continues to play as I sang along.

'Let them wonder how we got this far, 'cause I don't really need to wonder at all. Yeah after all this time..'

"I'm still into you. I'm still into you. I'm still into you.." The song ended with me falling back on my bed.

I sighed as I grabbed one of my snacks and ate it.

I heard the door of my apartment open but I didn't care. I was too tired.

I ate the chips while still sobbing.

"WHY DOES THIS HURT?!" I shouted.

I heard footsteps of a man running and I turned my head to see him.

"What are you doing here?" I stared at him , poker faced with my tear-strained face.

I felt my throat feel sore.

Why did I even try to hit those High notes? I questioned myself and just turned my head back up the ceiling.

I felt him sit at the edge of my bed, but he tried and went closer to me.

"Sorry,  I took so long."

I turned my head and avoided him.

"Aww, Is this your second day? Does anything hurt?. " I felt him move and I heard him get some stuff.

"Here, I bought some chocolates."

I looked at him and a bright smile is what I saw.

"Tch. I hate you. You left me and told me you won't take long, but you did!" I told him, sitting up and punching his chest weakly.

"Aigoo. My baby is having mood swings again." He chuckled and looked at me.

"I encountered traffic but just so you know I'll never leave you, okay? But even if I do, I'm sure of one thing. It won't be soon, alright? " I just nodded at him.He smiled again and placed his lips softly on my forehead.

"You should get some rest. You must be tired from shoutin-" I glared at him which made him chuckle once more and smile.

"You must be tired from all the 'singing' you did" he told me, correcting himself.

"ne~" I agreed.

I laid down and so did he, covering us with the comforter that I threw awhile ago.

"One more thing" He suddenly spoke.

"Hm? " I responded, eyes closed.

"Don't worry, I'm also into you" he whispered softly which made me embarrassed. I just lowered my head.

He laughed softly and told me something before I drifted off to sleep.

"This is why I love you." He told me, cuddling with me as I closed my eyes.

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