(Jens p.o.v)
I lay in bed staring at Justin. I feel so guilty for saying I didn't think it was smart to have a baby. He seemed to be so sad when he heard me say it..
I wait another half hour and then get out of bed. I slip on my bathrobe and walk to the kitchen where I greet the dogs. I make coffee and sit down on one of the chairs. I take small sips of my coffee and stare at the window above the sink.
when I'm almost finished with my coffee I hear Justin walk the stairs.
"goodmorning babe!" I say as sweet as I can.
"morning honey" he says still a bit sleepy.
I get up and make him a coffee.
"how did you sleep?" I ask afraid that he might be mad at me.
"I had a dream about you" he answers in his sexy voice.
"remember when we were first dating and I came to see you in your trailer on the set of wanderlust?"
ofcourse I remember that, it was the first time we had sex.
" well, I dreamt we had that night again"
"really? Justin, that night was amazing"
"oh I know Jen"
just thinking of it makes me want to do it all over again.
When we finish breakfast we go upstairs and get dressed. I put on a blue short dress and heels.
I walk towards the mirror and look at myself. I always feel so uncomfortable when people tell me I'm beautiful. I don't think I'm beautiful at all, when I was a teenager I was always really insecure. I don't think a person can get over that. they can just give it a place and accept it.
I brush my teeth and walk downstairs where Justin waits for me on the couch.
"What are you waiting for?" I frown. "We're going to courteney for dinner tonigh remember?"
"Oh shit yes I completely forgot about all that, but we don't have to go now right?"
"no, you said you needed to go talk to the producer of the movie and meet up with the cast?!"
"yes, I'm gonna go now! see you around 6 pm ok?" I say.
"kay honey" and he kisses me.
When I get in the car I wait a few minutes before I drive away. I just have to pull myself together. I haven't seen Brad in so long. It's going to be so awkward..
I drive to the adress my agent gave me, it's not that far away but I don't recognise the surroundings at all. I seems like there is nobody so I wait in the car. after a few minutes three people walk out of one trailer. it seems to be the producer, who's name I completely forgot, a stylist and.. Brad?! The third person is Brad. For a minute I can't breath and my heart beats so fast that I think I might explode. I try to calm down but it's harder than I thought. The three walk up to my car and I realize I should get out because it would look stupid if I didn't. I open the door and get out. A windflaw strikes my face and I try not to look at Brad.
"Jennifer, hi! My name is David and I'm the producer!" He introduces himself.
"This is susan, she's your stylist. and that ofcourse is Brad." he points at Brad. I shake Susans hand but don't look at Brad.
"I'm going to leave you two so you can talk for a bit" he says looking at me.
"What you don't--" I say before Brad interrupts me.
"--thank you" he says staring at me.
I'm so scared to talk to him.
I'm also scared to look at him so I just watch David and Susan walk away.
Brad moves a bit closer to me and says "so, you will be playing my opposite?"
I don't know what I expected him to say but not that.
so I just nod and walk away from him. "Jen? what are you doing?"
"Brad please don't act like nothing has happened! I hate you so much and I don't want this at all!"
"god Jen grow up, we're both happy now right? can't you be a professional for just once?"
"ofcourse I can, but we have to kiss and do other stuff in the movie.."
"just think of me as someone else Jen"
I nod, maybe he's right.
