(Jens p.o.v)
I don't know what I'm doing. I messed up. I was with Brad, we had sex. What was I thinking?
I'm so mad at myself, I hate me. When Brad and I were finished I got back to reality and said I had to leave, I made him promise not to tell anyone. When I was driving I cried so hard. What the hell is wrong with me lately. Now I'm laying on Courteneys floor, crying like a little baby. Not able to stop.
''JEN?'' Justin shouts "JEN, WHAT'S WRONG?'' he has no idea what I did and I'm scared as hell to tell him. ''I did something terrible Justin'' I mumble. ''sshht, let me just put you on the couch''
He lifts me up and walks to the couch, Courteney had gotten a blanket for me and she lays it over me.
"I can't tell you..'' I shake my head, tears streaming down my face. Justin lifts up my head and looks at me. I love him, I really do. ''Tell me please?'' Courteney sits next to me, rubbing my back.
''Just tell us Jen, it's okay--''
''no, it's not okay..'' I whisper. But I have to tell them, I just have to.
''Justin, I cheated on you'' I say as soft as I can. He stands up and looks at me. ''What?'' He says.
''I cheat---''
''I heard you Jen, with who?'' I start crying even harder. ''Brad, I cheated on you with Brad..''