My Love Next Door

39 (J)

"because she's special to you and i can see that you like her."

those words jisoo said stuck on my mind.

i closed my eyes only to see rose's image. her sweet and teasing smile she always give me. d*mn! am i crazy?

i remembered the day she apologized to me for what she did to jisoo. she was a crying mess.

i also remembered how scared she was when i accidentally pushed her. i didn't even apologize.

sh*t! what did i do?

i scared her and i made her cry!

Ugh!

do i like her? i'm just guilty right?

that right! i'm just guilty, okay?

when you become depressed when you can't see her even a glimpse on the day doesn't mean you like her.

and when you become annoyed when she ignored you doesn't mean anything.

and when you just wanted to just punch the face of every man who gets close or make a move on her doesn't mean you're jealous. right?

that's right. i'm just a protective brother. okay?

that's what i'm telling myself all these years.

and it's still the reason.

right?

okay fine.

it's not.

i want her mine.

d*mn.