My Love Next Door

46 (J)

"just stay there. don't move." i said as i saw her trying to get up.

after she recovered from shock of seeing me here, she suddenly raised her brow.

"what are you doing here?" she asked in a tired voice.

i didn't answer. i just put the tray on the bed to her side.

she was just looking at me blankly.

"eat." i command her. but she just stare at the food.

i get the spoon and i tried feeding her.

"i can eat by myself."

she said and try to get the spoon from me.

i put the spoon away from her so she can't reach it. "just eat."

i heard her sigh. i tried to feed her again and gladly she accept.

i can't look at her in the eyes. the atmosphere is so awkward.

what should I do?

why can't I start a conversation? how can apologize?