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*yn* POV:
I was currently at my house with my mom. I've been in my room all week crying.
I wouldn't get out of my room for anything.
Not having Ryan by my side has taken it's toll on me.
I never thought I would feel this way about the break up.
I've tried calling Ryan over and over.
I NEED to talk to him.
Sort things out with him.
"I feel so pathetic" I mumbled to myself. I got up and went to the bathroom. Whipping my tears. I took the blade off of my razor and slowly cutted on my soft skin. As I drag the blade down my wrist I hear someone coming to my bathroom.
The door opens, but I just keep cutting and cutting. I didn't care anymore. I lost the one person that meant the world to me. I wish dad was here to tell everything was gunna be ok. I miss him. So much.
"OH MY GOD *YN* WHAT ARE YOU DOING????!!!!!"
I heard Justin's voice holler.
He went over to me and ripped the razor out of my hand.
He grabbed a whole bunch of cleanex and the first aid kit to clean my wounds. He set me on the counter and grabbed my wrist. He poured a little bit of rubbing alcohol.
I hissed in pain.
"Sorry about that" he mumbled.
I just nodded my head.
He just stopped at looked at me.
"*yn* why would you ever hurt yourself? "
He said with a tear in his eye.
"I just feel so hurt. I messed up so much. I ruined the greatest relationship I had ,since I dated Jacob. I ruin everything. Ryan won't even speak to me. Do you know how it feels when someone you LOVE so much, ignores you and hates you?" I sobbed into his shoulder.
"Yeah I actually do know how it feels" he paused. "Just please NEVER EVER do this again please. I hate to see you hurt. I love you ok?" He said.
"Ok" I smiled. I pulled him into a big bear hug.
"Thank you for always being there for me" I said into his shoulder.
"Ill always be there. Don't worry"
He smiled.
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Justin's POV:
Just seeing *yn* there. It hurts. It hurts a lot. I love her so much.
She says she's doesn't feel the same way. I but I know you likes me some what in a way.
I was going over to tell her me and Cailin broke up.
I couldn't stand staying with her after what she said to *yn*. She was so pushy with having sex with me. To be honest with you. I've never ever had sex in my life.
People make it look like I'm such a "man whore" as they would say.
Yes I know what your thinking.
The whole reason why *yn* was mad at me cuz I was humping cailin.
That's different. I would never have sex with. Her.
Sex was made to so it with someone you love. Cailin. Well. I didn't love her.
So why bother? You know what i mean?
I didn't love nor even like her.
I into dated her to make *yn* jealous.
I knew she always had feelings for me ever since we were kids.
I would always make my moves on her since we were kids.
I would always hold her hand. Kiss her cheek. And sometimes give her a little peck on the lips.
She would always blush crazy when I did that to her.
I love having that affect on her.
I want to be with her.
But she just got out of a serious relationship.
I don't want to rush her into it.
Maybe in a few months ill make my move.
A few months? I don't think I can wait that long to make her mine.
We'll see how this goes........
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