Forever (HunHan)

The News

Luhan

I woke up with beads of cold sweat, caused by the nightmares. The reoccurring nightmares ever since Xiumin broke up with me on that cold wintery night. But, every time I wake up I see Sehun beside my bed. He always has that cold wall built up, but when he sleeps he is like a completely different person. It's only been the second night and he hasn't left my side for one bit. (He's probably afraid that I would run off again.) Or at least that what I think. Yesterday wasn't very productive since right after I had his soup I fell asleep.

I got up slowly and quietly and walked over to the bathroom and to a shower. In the shower, I finally had the time to think about these past two days and I realize I owe Sehun a lot. Ahh...Sehun. I want to properly thank him but I don't know how. Since I shared an apartment with Xiumin and I left everything at our/his place and I don't even have my phone. Since I left it at that restaurant. That restaurant was the first place that Xiumin took me to and on the day, he...dumped... me I ran from the restaurant and left my coat and phone. I wonder if he is worried.

I didn't even get to finish my thought when I heard screaming. And I knew immediately who it was and he was screaming my name. I yelled that I was in the shower but the shouts continued so I quickly ended my short shower and wrapped a towel around my waist. I ran out to see Sehun curled in a ball and crying while mumbling my name.

Sehun

He left me. He left me. He left me. That continued in my mind as I woke and not find my cute little deer there. My? Did I use the right words? What am I even thinking right now? As I continue calling his name, I felt a hand on my back and then the next moment I was embraced in a hug. If I wasn't sobbing already I would have started. I embraced him back and didn't care if he found me weird or anything, for that moment I just want to forget the bad memories of the past instead filling them with that one person.

As I heard someone call my name I come to my senses. I wipe my tears to try and attempt to see the person hugging my right now. We make eye contact, and I don't know why but inside my heart tells me that I'm safe. That he makes me safe. I feel safe in his arms; I didn't know I could ever feel safe in someone's arms again. I have only felt this feeling with only one other person in my life. I haven't even felt this from my own mother. I stood up, breaking our eye contact and he asked if I was ok. I shielded my face as I ran into my room and locked the door and I was so embarrassed. I have never broken down my wall for anybody, why him?

I was frightened as I heard him bang on the door and yell Sehun. I felt a tingly sensation every time he screamed my name and after a while, I stopped blushing and I open the door. When I opened the door I was astonished to see the worry in his eyes. I moved him aside, and I saw a hint of hurt in his eyes. Before I could even enter the shower, he asked if I was ok. I ignored him and entered the shower.

Luhan

I don't know why by heart was disturbed when he ignored me. I was sincerely worried about him, couldn't he tell? When he got out of the shower I decided to ignore him, yeah I'm like that. But, I had to tell him I should leave today since I have already been here for two days and I should be hurrying along my way. But, where would I go, I shared an apartment with Xiumin and I'm not sure I ever want to see him again. And I'm sure I don't want to see his "new roommate either." If I do I would probably start sobbing again. So, what should I do? Well, I could figure that out after I leave.

"Well I should be going on my way now and I have disturbed you for quite a while," I asked voice cold.

"I don't mind if you stay a while. I mean do you have a place to go back too?" He mumbled. Is he blushing?

"Uhhmm, I share an apartment with...umm....Xiumin." I mumble back.

"But, didn't you break up with him?" He questioned.

I started tearing up then, I didn't care if he was right next to me. When he brought the subject back up, I couldn't hold back the tears that were lingering. I thought he would just ignore me and waited it out, but his actions surprised me when he put an arm around me. When I finally calmed down I kindly asked him to let go and I said all my things were still back at the apartment. I mean I don't even have spare clothing and I feel dirty wearing my old clothing from last night after the shower.

"I could go pick them up if would give me the address." He asked with a crooked smirk on his face, it was cute but, it was the kind of smirk that brought mischief.

"O-ok?" I responded a second or two too late, I blame it on the smirk.

Sehun

I can't let him leave, they all left. I can't lose him too. Just like ten years ago.

Luhan

He already left for my apartment when I came out of his bedroom. Well, before he left he noticed that I was wearing what I wore from last night so he told me to wear whatever was in his closet. So, I did and I had to admit after changing I felt a lot better because last night I wore skinny ripped jeans and an itchy sweater that Xiumin got for me. I threw away last night's clothing. So, I took a white t-shirt and some sweatpants. Ahhhh, now I can relax. I wanted to watch a movie but I couldn't find any that were not horror movies. So, I just watched the news, because I couldn't find anything good.

Sehun

I don't understand why anyone would just dump Luhan like they did. I mean he is such a sweet kid? Wait, I don't even know if he is older or not, I don't actually know anything about him. Well, I will be able to soon. I smiled at the feeling of getting to know the doe-eyed person. I don't know why but when he started crying at the mention of his ex, it awakened something in me, anger, revenge, protection for the crying boy. I knew I had to do something to Xiumin and his new boyfriend, and I have the perfect layout of a plan, but when I got to the apartment building there were police cars. When I got to the front door the lights were on, the door open, and inside, were the police. Xiumin and his ex-were nowhere to be found the place was a mess.

Luhan

As I watched what was unraveling before me on the big screen. I hadn't even known that a tear has already escaped my eyes. I was cooking ramen when I heard Xiumin's name and his boyfriend's name on the news that was broadcasting on the television.

I sat down and listened, to the important story news story. My apartment was robbed but, the TWO people living there was kidnapped. They didn't even know I lived there. They don't even know I exist I bet. But, I knew who did this and why, but that's not what made me cry, what made me cry was other people were getting dragged into this for no reason.

I don't deserve to live. I was a mistake.

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