**WARNING**
(Contains suicidal thoughts. If you are sensitive to this, please SKIP to age 16.)
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As i was getting older, one thing that i figured out is that misophonia will get worse. It seemed that everyday i live, the harder it gets.
I tried my best to not let this illness ruin my life, it sucks to live with, but i always remember that it could be worse.
Around the age of 15, was when i was becoming depressed and even suicidal. Nobody really understood why, it also seemed that nobody really cared to ask. I didn't want misophonia anymore, i never wanted it, but now it seemed like it was getting so hard to continue my normal life with it.
I could no longer sit in the living room with my family, the sight and sound of my mother chomping on her nails was enough for me to want to kill somebody. I could no longer eat with my family, the way the knife and fork would crash and scrape against the plate was enough. I could no longer go to restaurants, no longer sit with someone with no background noise, I couldn't leave my house without my earphones.
Although earphones wouldn't take the feelings away completely, music would slightly reduce the way i reacted.
Life was getting harder, i hated every second of it.
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Misophonia - My Life
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