I weight lift daily and I enjoy it because it makes me reflect all the hard training I've been doing in order to learn to put even more weight onto those bars. Yeah, I love lifting a level 10 stress bar and then do a run down the overthinking stairs whilst letting out heavy breaths called panic attacks. I love the adrenaline I get from getting anxiety so high, that I run a marathon. The weights get heavier and heavier with each day and sometimes, I cannot do it. So, instead, I take steroids to make me get through it. I enjoy consuming sleep deprivation for dinner. Preferably with a side of reading and crying because what I am reading is oh so sad. I don't know. Exercise really takes off your mind (do you get what I'm saying? It's a joke)
I am starting to let feelings take over and hey, is pushing away bad?
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My Feelings & Freewrites...& Important Memories
RandomPerhaps no one will find interest in these unorganized writings/rants, but writing helps me tons and I hope it helps all of you. Maybe one day, someone will like my weird expressive writing. For now, this is not important, but feel free to explore a...
