_Charity's perspective_
After I had finally finished getting all the children ready for the open day I decided to get ready myself
I walked to my bathroom, because I am the eldest in the Orphanage I get the best room that has a bathroom
I entered the room and turned the hot water on then letting that adjust before I add the cold water but not to much because I like the burning sensation it gives my body
I get undressed and look at my reflection in the mirror I sighed
My body littered with cuts, scars and burn marks
My past is neglect and abusive parents and one day they had had enough of me so they dropped me here
I feel the warm tears crawls down my face but quickly wipe them away and jump in the shower
I quickly wash my body and my hair jumping out
I grab my razor blade and think about what I'm about to do I try to resist the urge to cut but it won't work
I slice my arm
Over and over Again
Now another dozen slices cover both my wrists I quickly was of the blood and strap them then get changed and do my hair
^^ Charity's Outfit ^^
After I was done it was time for the open house, I don't do these things Ally says I'm not allowed because my face will scare off people who want to adopt the other kids
I walk to the bay window but I run into all of these happy children and cute couples
The more I see them the more I realize that no one wants a sad, self harming teenager who is always looking depressed
I sit on the bay window and I scrunch up into my corner and cry before I hear someone says something to me
"Hey kid are you alright" says a man's voice behind me
"Yeah I'm fine, your should probably go and find a kid to adopt there are some pretty cute little girls here" I say trying to get him away saving myself from rejection
"Hey I'm not in a rush, tell me about yourself" He says I look up at him
He has a stubby beard fair skin and deep dark brown eyes with brown hair to mach
Why would he want to know about a kid like me there are so many different kids that are so much better than me
"Bye the way my name is Josh" Josh says happily
Well here goes nothing
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Hey BabesWell I hope you have enjoyed the chapter and I will see you all in the next one
Bye babes
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FanfictionCharity Rose Grey is a 13 year old girl from London Orphanage after a terrible past She is the kindest girl you will ever meet she is weak and fragile but that doesn't stop her from putting others before herself She has had a terrible past so what h...