Dear Diary... [short story (fanfic)] - COMPLETE

The Fourth Entry

Dear diary,

I SO KNEW. 
HAE, YOU'RE DEAD MEAT.

Why can't I keep any secrets from him, oh why? It's not like I really want to do so, but! I don't know, my life is in danger!

I guess there's no point of hiding you anywhere, my dear diary, since he'll just go and find you anyway.
Eh.

Well, I don't have much time, I have to meet with Teukie and Shindong in a few minutes, but I'll write something later.

And Hae - I hate tuna paste. 
I hate fish, you should know this already. 

Eunhyuk closed the notebook and sighted. No way in hell, he wasn't not going to let it go this time. 
He changed to a green v-neck t-shirt, black jeans, and went searching for Leeteuk to announce that he was ready.

'Hey, Teukie-hyung, are you ready?' he asked, walking into the living room. 

'Leeteuk is in his room' he heard from Kyu, who was lying on a couch with eyes gluted to his Nintendo's screen.
'Hey, watch your manners, Kyu. And really, you've been playing since you woke up, aren't your eyes tired?' Hyuk said over his shoulder walking to the leader's room, not bothering to hear Kyuhyun's answer.

He knocked twice and entered the room.
Leeteuk was sitting on his bed, drying his hair with a towel. He looked up and grinned. 'Give me 10 more minutes'

Eunhyuk sat on the floor and stared at the older man.

'Is something the matter?' asked Teuk, looking up.

'Not really. I'm just... a bit confused.' 

'Confused, you say? The Fishy-matter, am I right?'

Hyuk smiled.
He sure was lucky to have such friends as his bandmates. He could tell them everything, spend time with them, just live his live with them always by his side. He was especially glad for having Donghae and Jungsoo - whether he had any problems, Hae'd always help him; when he had problems with Hae, Leeteuk was there for him. 

Sometimes he wondered if he really deserved them.

'Ugh, now I've gotten emotional', he thought and hugged his knees. 

'Yeea, you could say so. It's just that... I can't be angry at him, no matter what he does. It's frustrating, you know? I'm happy, but I feel there's something missing. Like... I want to do something, but I can't think of anything. Ah, sorry for talking crap.' he sighted again.

Leeteuk got up from the bed, sat on his heels beside Hyuk and ruffled his hair. He lifted the boy's chin and stared into his eyes for a bit. 

'Hyukkie, I think you know perfectly well what to do. Don't be scared and never-ever lie to him, then everything will be alright. Ok?' - he stood up and picked the towel up again, placed it on his shoulders and went into the bathroom. 

Eunhyuk smiled to himself and stood up too.

Donghae's POV

As I entered the dorm, I went to the kitchen and put the vegetables on a blade beside the fridge - carefully, trying to make the less noice as I could.

'They are already out' I heard Kyu's voice behind me.

I nearly jumped. 'Ummm... Thanks?' I muttered and went pass him to the living room. I sat on a sofa and turned on the TV. 
Kyuhyun soon joined me with a glass of orange juice in his right hand. He leaned on my left and put his legs on a cushion.  

'I don't know what you did, but he sounded pretty pissed. Or depressed, shoud I say?' he said, taking a sip of the juice.

'Heey, I didn't do anything to piss him off. Are you sure he was mad at meee?' I tried to turn it into a joke, but the makne's eyes were piercing me from behind his fringe. 

'I just don't get you two.'

'What do you mean?'

'It's like you are in your own world. Really, don't you think he'd want more privacy? And don't YOU need some?' he grasped the remote and turned the TV mute.

I stayed silent for a bit.

'I don't. I feel the best when I know everything about him. And I believe he's ok with that. I mean, have you ever seen him complaining?' after that, I stopped talking and thought about it again. 

I went to Eunhyuk's room right after Kyu had stood up and left me sitting alone on the sofa. I grabbed his diary, which was still at the same place, and layed flatly on the bed. 

I wasn't surprised by the appearance of a new entry itself - it was its content. 

I read it trice maybe; don't really remember. 

Putting the notebook on Hyukjae's sheet I left the room.