Beautiful Goodbye

Our Beautiful Fight

"You doesn't deserve this."

"I know."

"I'm deeply sorry."

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Its Chanyeol and Baekhyun's anniversary. Them being together. Its been 3 years. 1 year after Chanyeol reach his dream, they started to rebuild their relationship again. But after a couple of months, its started to die again. They've been busy with their own careers. Baekhyun who have made lots of changes in his job while Chanyeol become more known to the whole South Korea. He have been known as the Team's Star Player.

Baekhyun who had a day off decided to call his boyfriend to invite him to have a dinner date since its been a long time since they did that. He took off his phone and dialed his boyfriend's number. After a couple of rings, his boyfriend answer his call.

"Hey Channie!" Baekhyun said with some enthusiasm.

"Hey Baek, why did you call?" Chanyeol ask. It disappoint Baekhyun when he heard his boyfriend answer and also feel irritated about how he answer him and he feels like Chanyeol forget about him being his boyfriend but he reminded himself that that is not what his boyfriend meant when he answered.

"Well its been a long time since we had our dinner date so i'm just checking if you had a free time tonight..." Baekhyun said. Hesitating if he should continue or not. Chanyeol didn't answer for a minute but he then eventually replied.

"Uhmm, sorry Baek, but I already made a promise with my Coach that I will eat with them." Chanyeol replied. Sound apologetic.

"Oh, its okay. Then go ahead. I'll hang up now." Baekhyun said. He is really disappointed that he didn't even try to hide it. Chanyeol is about to reply but he hang up already.

And this is just one of the misunderstanding they had. There are times that Chanyeol spend more of his time with his teammates than his boyfriend. Baekhyun sometimes feel jealous but he decided to hide it and act natural. The dinner dates have stop. They didn't even bother to do picnics anymore. Roadtrips have always been cancelled. They can't even finish movie without one of them falling asleep already before the movie ends. To sum it all up, the time they spend with each other lessen.

Both of them notice the changes but also both of them decided to shrugged it off and thought that both of them are just busy with their own jobs.

Not until the day that they've fought.

Its their anniversary and Baekhyun have been waiting for Chanyeol's surprised. He woke up early in the morning, checking if he had any messages or missed call from his boyfriend but he had been disappointed when he saw none. He decided to believe that maybe he is just preparing for a surprise. But its already late in the afternoon but still no news from Chanyeol. So Baekhyun decided that what if he will bw the one to surprise Chanyeol. He then decided to go to where his boyfriend is practicing. He brought his gift to Chanyeol which is a cap and a beanie who loves to wears those. He also bought Chanyeol a pair of shoes. Its a basketball shoes. He even made a research to give his boyfriend a good shoes that he can use in his games. After parking his car, he went to the gym and since the people knows that he is Chanyeol's boyfriend, they let him in. In there he saw his boyfriend. Running in the court before shooting a 3 point shot. Then he heard Chanyeol's coach blow his whistle then he gather the players and talk to them for couple of minutes. He then decided to sit in one of the benches. As he sit he saw Chanyeol's coach pointing at him making Chanyeol turn his head towards him. He then wave to Chanyeol who started running towards him. He then stand up and wait for his boyfriend to reach him. When Chanyeol reach him, he wipe his boyfriend's sweat with the towel his boyfriend is holding.

"What brings you here,Baek?" Chanyeol ask as he let Baekhyun wipes his sweat. The question though made Baekhyun stop whatever he is doing. He then raised his eyebrow to Chanyeol.

"Don't tell me you forgot what day is today?" Baekhyun ask. Chanyeol then look to what is beside Baekhyun's chair only to see some paper bags. That is the time he realize what he had forgot. He look wide eyes to Baekhyun who understand what those look means.

"I knew it, you forgot." Baekhyun said. Dropping his arm from wiping Chanyeol's sweat. Chanyeol then reach for Baekhyun's hand and said his apologies.

"I'm so sorry, Baek. I didn't meant to forget about it. I'm just too busy for the past weeks. You know that we want to won in this cup right?" Chanyeol reasoned.

"I know. That is why I am always there, supporting you. But it seems like you forget that i'm also existing. Who supports you in your game." Baekhyun said. Starting to let his anger out.

"What do you mean, Baek? How could I forgot? I-" Chanyeol tried to reason again but Baekhyun cutted him and burst his anger to Chanyeol.

"CHANYEOL! YOU FORGOT OUR ANNIVERSARY TODAY! YOU KNOW HOW FUCKIN' IMPORTANT THAT THING TO ME." Baekhyun shouted. Making all the people in the court looks toward them. Chanyeol then gave them an apologetic look before looking to his coach asking for help who understands him. The coach then ask for the players to go to the locker room. Chanyeol waited for them to go out the court before he answered.

"I know I forgot it but Baek you don't have to be mad about it. I just forgot it this time. Its not like I keep doing it for the past years." Chanyeol said trying to calm himself but you can hint the irritation in his voice.

"That is not the only thing you forgot, Park Chanyeol." Baekhyun said coldly. He then grab his gifts to Chanyeol and shove it to his chest. "Happy anniversary, Park." He said. "Or so I thought."

Baekhyun then walk out of the court trying to hold back his tears. He is so mad to Chanyeol. He always try to understand him. He supported him in every thing that Chanyeol wants. When they have games, he always attend those games without even missing one. He even stay to watch his boyfriend when he drink when they have a celebration from winning games. But Chanyeol wasn't there when he needs him.

Chanyeol who reflects on what his boyfriend had said to him thinks about what he had forgotten. That is the time that everything sinks in him.

He missed the day that Baekhyun had been announced as one of the composer of a famous idol. He missed the conference. He also missed the day that Baekhyun won an award from composing a song and also singing the song for a television drama. He also missed the time where Baekhyun perform into a award show. He also almost forgot his boyfriend's birthday not until Sehun ask him about his plans.

Chanyeol feel sorry. But this time, he didn't made a move. He thinks that Baekhyun is just disappointed that he forgot about it. And he believes that Baekhyun is the one who understand him the most.

And he right. Baekhyun understand him the most. But he also gets tired.