失去的你 (The Missing You)

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        "When you lose something you can never get back, you aren't ever the same person again". - Rachel Vance
 
        洁西卡观点看法:
           当我上网的时候,我看到了一个今天特别火的新闻,整个网上都是。平常的话,我一般就是看一眼,然后到别的网站看。但是,今天不一样。不是一个女生被一个小丑拐走了,也不是一个男生被他弟弟杀了。那个。。。是在说我。我什么也没有穿,吃着一个蛋糕用我的手。我发誓,我根本就没有做。我看了每一个网站。。。全部。。。都是!

    但是在底下的每一页,那边有写着是谁发布的:惠特尼 .布莱克. 居然是。。。她,我最好的朋友! 为什么她会这样子对我?我马上出了门,决定走到她家。几个人在街上看着我,有的是笑脸,还有一些嘲笑的脸。"她不是那位。。。?" 一个女人特别不礼貌的指着我。"她是那位特别火辣的女生,对吧?"一个年轻男孩看着我。难道他们看不出来是假的,骗人的吗?

我终于到了惠特尼的家,真的有困难呢。我敲了敲门。门开了,然后那里就是她。"你好啊,好朋友!我好像听说你变的特别有名呢?!" 她带着一个坏笑。"为什么你要这样子对我?谁知道那个照片里面的可能是你呢?" 我叫了。"你在说什么啊?"她试着把微笑隐藏起来。我立刻把下面的名字给她看。"这不是你吗?" "哦,那你又能怎么办?" 她终于笑了起来。"可是。。。我以为。。。" "噢?不不不。我怎么可能跟你这种人做朋友?" 现在,我知道了,我已经不用再说什么了。我走开,没有说任何话。

  惠特尼观点看法: 

              已经过了一个星期当我发布上去那个照片。很多人都在讨论,但是看起来洁西卡一点也没有在意。我现在才发现,其实她根本都没有多在意过。我还听说她现在在跟我男朋友谈恋爱。然后,我用我自己的眼睛看到了。他们刚刚还在亲嘴。我的男朋友还给我发了一个信息,说,我们分手吧。我试几下,想让他重新跟我在一起。但是根本就不行。我想重新跟洁西卡做朋友了。我还告诉了她,我们会做最好的朋友。但是她一直不理我,一直不想见到我。我才发现,我做了我不应该做的事情。我应该不发布。我想了很久,然后我决定了,我应该离开。我对不起我对她做的事情。我对不起我没有把她当作我的好朋友。想了很久,我决定离开这个世界。


     为什么要做那种事情对你爱的人呢? 为什么要让他们受伤?你明明知道,你根本就不会得到奖励。不管他们是你的家人,你的好朋友,还是你的爱人。都是一样的。他们都爱你,然后有一天,你开始欺负他们。你有想过他们的感受吗? 你有没有想过,你会感觉到心里有鬼呢?就是因为你想得到你想要的,你也不应该这样对他们。他们也是你生活中一个主要的部分。当然,你还要记住,你想象的可能不会像以前一样。你想一想,再决定做这种事情。不然,当你发现自己做错了事情,已经太晚了。

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     Jessica's POV: 

When I got on the internet, there was this very hot news going through the whole social media. Normally, I would just glance at it and go to somewhere else. But this wasn't the same. It wasn't a girl that got kidnapped by a clown, and it wasn't a boy that got killed by his little brother. It was me. Me, with nothing on and eating a cake with my bare hands. And I swear, I didn't do this. I double check and got on every app. It's everywhere!!

   At the bottom of every page, there was the publisher: Whitney Blake. I couldn't believe it. It's Whitney, my best friend! How can she do this to me?! Immediately, I got out of the house and decided to walk down to Whitney's house. Peolple on the street stares at me with funny and laughing faces. " Isn't she the...?" A woman rudely pointed at me. " She's the sexy girl, right?" A teenage boy looked at me. Can't they tell that it's photoshopped?

  I finally got to Whitney's house...with troubles. I knocked on the door. The door slung opened, and there she is. " Hi, best friend! I heard you are getting famous?!" She smirked. " How dare you just do that? Who knows if that was you in the picture?" I yelled. " What are you talking about?" She tries to hid her smile. I showed her the name on the bottom of the page. " This is you." "Oh yeah? Yes, but you can do nothing." She finally laughed. " I thought you were..." No no no. How can I be friends with a jerk?" I knew there was no point talking to her anymore. I left, without talking anything else.

    Whitney's POV:

          It's been a week since I posted the picture. It caught others attention, but not much of Jessica's. Until, I knew it didn't  bother Jessica at all. I also heard she's dating my boyfriend. With my own eyes, I saw it too. They were just kissing. My boyfriend even left me a message, said he's breaking up with me.

      I tried a couple of times so he can be with me back again. But it never worked. I want to be back friends with Jessica. And tell her I will be her best friend. She always avoid me. Then, I knew I did the wrong thing. I shouldn't have post the picture. After a long moment, I decided hard, and wanted to leave. I'm sorry for what I did to Jessica. I'm sorry that I didn't think of her as my best friend. I think hard, and I decided to leave this world.



     What's the point of leaving or doing something to someone you love? What's the point of hurting them? You know you won't get an award for it. It doesn't matter if they are your family, you best friend, or your love. It all goes the same way. They all love you, and one day you started hurting them. Did you ever thought of how they feel?  Did you ever thought about how guilty you will feel? Just because you wanted to do something under your favor, don't forget that they are an importatnt part of your life too. And remember that, everything won't be like before. Think through it hard, before you decides to do it. Or you are just too late to realize that you lost them. 

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