The roar of the impala engine quieted as dean turned Baby off then we walked into the motel room an erie silence surrounding the three of you the lump in your throat seemed to make it hard to swallow and your thoughts clouded with the memories of the scary saddening dreams you had been having. Dean was the first one to say something he waited till you sat down on the bed then he and sam as if planing it out sat down at the exact same time sam sat next to you and dean sat on the bed next to the one you were sitting in he sat across from you and looked at you, he then smiled a sad smile saying while tapping your knee reassuringly:
"Ok kiddo you need to tell us what's going on so we can find a way to help you ok? Even if the only way we are able to help is by being here for you we can't do that unless you tell us what exactly is going on ok?"
You nodded trying to form the sentence of how you were going to tell them without breaking down and crying before you opened your mouth to say anything sam said in order to reassure you it was ok:
"Yeah bug, we are right here, always!"
You took a deep breath and then you began:
"Well.... ever since Evan died I have been having these dreams almost every night of his death it's exactly the way I remember it happening every time we'll almost every time, the other night it was different I don't know why but it was and both of you appeared and we were ambushed by shifters.... and before I could stop them..... they...."
Tears began slipping down your face at the memory of the dream you wish you could forget but you knew deep down you never would and you continued trying to not let your voice crack, by letting your emotions get the better of you and you whispered:
"They killed you both.... and I... I wasn't strong enough to stop it, I lost all three of the boys who meant the most to me in that one night or so I thought.."
You paused wiping your face on your flannel shirt sleeve taking a deep breath in and returning your voice to a normal volume you continued:
"I woke up to find the both of you still breathing and worried about me... me! When just two seconds ago I thought you two were dead, so that was why I cried like I did and I hate myself for it...."
You paused then continued as your voice broke and tears began to fall again with your next sentence:
"I never wanted... I never wanted you two to think I was broken or weak I wanted to always stay strong for both of you to prove that I can be like you both, even when it was hard, no especially when it was hard because..."
Dean didn't let you continue he stopped you by grabbing your hand and saying as lifted your chin up a little so you were looking at him and he stared deeply into your (y/eye color) eyes and you stared back into his emerald green ones and he said:
"(Y/N) (Y/M/N) Winchester don't you ever feel like you can't show your emotions in front of us because this life that we live, it can take a lot outta ya especially if you bottle up your emotions the way you do you need to be able to express them! And trust me when I say Sammy and I are never EVER going to think less of you because if it, if anything we will think more of you because it takes strength to be able to bear your weakness in front of someone the way you did today!"
Then Sammy cut in by wrapping his arm around your shoulders and pulling you close saying:
"Yeah, and (Y/N) we are so glad that you decided to tell us because now we can help you by merely being here for you now that we know what's happening and why we can be there when you need us and help make the dreams slowly disappear because we will stay with you through the night now and make sure you are 100% ok 100% of the time, does that sound good?"
You nodded in response to Sammy's big brother talk and then both sam and dean pulled you into a group hug saying:
"We love you so so much (Y/N)!"
And you replied:
"I love you both too, and guys.."
They both replied:
"Yeah?"
You said:
"Thank you, for everything!"
Then Dean said with a small smile on his face:
"Don't mention it kiddo"
And Sammy replied:
"That's what big brothers are here for!"
Then you all ended up falling asleep on that bed and you didn't have a nightmare that night and you knew it was because your big brothers were fight your demons even in their sleep and this made you smile in your sleep as you dreamt of the three of you picnicking in the park sam was playing with a newly bought puppy and baby was parked close by cause dean was using her for the radio the three of you were enjoying beer and pb&j's that you had made and life was good and for the first time in a long time you actually wished that you could stay asleep forever.
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Winchester Sister Imagines (Editing in Progress)
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