Our Life *A Lesy Story*

Chapter twenty-You

Trigger warning:

A/N: I never do this^ but there is some pretty nasty shit in here so I guess why not?

I hung the phone up with Jesy. I had a stupid happy grin on my face. It was like when I saw Jesy, I still had that spark that never left my body. Every time she would speak, smile, or even just be present I would go crazy on the inside and out.

I put my phone on the charger and walk downstairs. I see Jade and Sarah scramble back on the couch like they weren't just listening to my long ass conversations with Jesy.

"What are you guys doing huh?" I walk in the living room with my hands on my hips like someone's mother. I could get used to this.

"Nothing!" They both giggle in unison together.

"Come on guys. Why were you spying on me really. Just tell me I won't get mad." I sit next to them and get comfortable.

"Okay okay. We really think you and Jes are super fucking cute. And we can't wait until you two become official parents!" Jade squealed with Sarah. I chuckle and shake my head.

"Thanks guys really." I start. "But that doesn't explain why you were spying on us." I say. Thy both look at each other and Sarah snuggles into Jade's neck,

"Well, we were going to ask you if you could turn the air down a little, but you were so wrapped up in talking about baby names with Jesy, we kinda got caught up in your conversation." Jade explained. A smile never left her face.

"You guys are weird. I'm gonna take a bubble bath okay? And turn the air down a few notches if it gets to chilly in here." I grin at them.

"Okay." Sarah says for the first time. "Do you have anymore snacks?" She asked me with puppy dog eyes.

"I don't know check in the cabinets above the coffee pot. Jes always used to put them there." I shrug and walk upstairs.

I hear footsteps fumble into my kitchen. I continue to walk upstairs with that same grin never leaving my face.

I walk into my bathroom and run the water, pouring in various soaps and bath bombs in the tub. I go back into my room, I go to my closet. It really looked empty without Jesy's things. I heaved a sigh and picked out some clothes to wear for the rest of the day(which was just another set of pajamas).

As I look for my short pajama shorts, my hand bumps into something...cold. Like a metal picture frame or something. I dig deeper down in my closet, not caring if I made a mess right now.

Pulling the cold object from under all of my clothes, I pull out my old metal bong. Not just any bong. The best weed bong I have ever had. Jesy had got it for me for our two year anniversary.

-Flashback to their anniversary-
"What is it babe?" I wine as she hands me another present. She just winks and shakes her head, side to side.

"Why don't you find out and stop asking me?" She arched an eyebrow. I wasted no time and pulled the wrapping paper from the box. I opened the top and the inside revealed a shiny blue and grey bong.

I pick it up out of the box.

I was speechless.

"Jesy thank you so much babe!" I run to her with the biggest smile on my face. It never left my face.

"Now. Stop treating me because it's time for your gifts babe!" I grin at her. The bong never left my hand. And that night, I realized that was the best bong I have had in my entire weed history.

-Flashback over-

I smile at the thought an run my hands over the blue glass and the grey metal area. It had little sculls and butterflies everywhere made of metal and glass. I missed moments like those. I missed the weird visions I would see in her deep sea green eyes. And that aching flip flop feeling I would get when I saw her. There was no doubt I was still in love with Jesy. I just can't help myself.

I am terribly stupid for hurting such...perfection. Not once, but twice. And here I vow to never fuck Jesy's heart over again. To not cheat on her with my ex's or anyone in general. And to take her heart and keeping it in a safe place I can always take pride in.

I missed Jesy so much, it almost felt like she was dead. Which made me snap back to reality. I grab my clothes and walk into the bathroom.

With the bong never leaving my hands, I grab my weed pouch and my lighter. Making my way to the bathroom, I close the door behind me, stripped my clothes, and relaxed in my bath.

I grab my bong, the lighter, and my weed. I put it all together, feeling all my worries, doubts, and stress free from my body.

I once was happy without Jesy Nelson.

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I wake up in a cold sweat and my breath unsteady. I roll over and check the time, which read 4:56 in the morning. I groan and mumble curse words under my breath and walk out of bed, going to the bathroom.

I turn the light on and the first thing that comes out when I walk in, is puke. I vomit everywhere. From the toilet, to the sink, and a little on the shower. And I don't stop. Being pregnant is no fucking joke.

"Oh my god." I cry. And pant. At times like these I wish I had my mum around so she could actually help me. Comfort me, guid me the way to being a good mother for my child or children. I wish she wasn't a stuck up weirdo. But hey, sometimes people just do things to be weird.

I wish Leigh was here with me. All I do is think about her. Nothing but her. I wished she was here with me. Here laying down, playing with my hair or staring at me while I sleep.

I clean the bathroom up, and then myself up. I brush my teeth and go back to bed. This so far has been half a nightmare of a trip and I just want to go back home.

With Leigh-Anne.

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I wake up to the sun blinding my eyelids through the blinds that sit on my window. I groan and rub the sleepiness out of my eyes. I hear someone knocking on my hotel door.

I get out of bed, grabbing my robe, and wrapping myself in it. I open the door to see that sexy man from the ice cream shop.

"Hi, I'm sorry to disturb you but you dropped this from the ice cream shop. I was going to give it to you, but you left out in a hurry so I just thought you had to do something." He said giving me my credit card.

I look at him in shock and then smile. "Thank you so much." I say and take the card. "I'm Jesy by the way." I stick my hand out for him to shake it.

"What a beautiful name for a gorgeous girl." He kissed my hand like a gentleman. "I'm Chris." She flashed me a charming smile.

"What a lovely name." I blush at him.

"Hey Jesy, would you maybe like to take a walk in the park with me today?" He asked me. His eyes pierced in mine, and for a second I thought I felt a spark. But it was nothing compared to Leigh-Anne.

"Yeah I would love that. Just let me get ready for the day okay?" I say to him. He nods and gives me a decent smile.

"Yeah okay. So seven okay love?" He asked me with a smirk.

"Seven is lovely."

"Okay thanks Jesy." He said with a twinkle in his mint green eyes. He kissed my hand once more and walked back off from where he came from.

I blush at his actions and close my hotel door.

But a question ran through my head. If he had my credit card, how did he find out where I was?

I shake my thoughts and questions away. Walking into the bathroom, I run a shower. And again, being pregnant is no joke. Like I seriously cannot stay off the toilet.

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This chapter was weird. But my other book is coming together just fine!

;)