My Dad Was In Very Bad Situation And That Time I Had To Go To James And Tell Him That I Can't Go With Him To New York Because Of My Dad's Situation, I Stepped By His House In The Evening And When I Told Him That I Can't Go With Him He Got So Pissed Then When He Knew About My Situation He Started To Calm Down.
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'What Do You Mean That You Can't Come with Me to New York' James said In a Very Aggressive Way Looking Closely To Me Face
'James My Dad is so sick that's why I can't come with you' I Replied Looking Back at Him Trying to Explain
'You Didn't Mention That Before To Me what's Wrong with him' He Replied with a worried voice tone
'He Is Having a Heart Condition and My Sister with Her Fiancée in Florida and I Can't Ruin Her Holiday, You Know That We Are Trying To Avoid Any Fights between Alison and Ian' I Said
'But that’s Not Fair You Are Too Young to Take That Big Responsibility on Your Own Ash' James Said
'Well That’s Only Thing I Can Do Right Now The Doctor Said That My Dad Is Going To Be Fine So It Won't Be A Big Deal To Call Alison I want her to spend too much time with Ian Because they are getting married soon and I don’t want to ruin that James' I Replied
'Fine then I will stay with you and I won't go' James said that to me wrapping his arms around my shoulders.
'No James please you have to go and I will come to visit you when I can on holidays if that’s possible' I said smiling
'I Need You to Support Me Ash you know what I still have no idea why you want your sister with that guy Ian I Never liked him ' James said
'Well You Are Right, I Fight with Him like Every day And He Treats My Sister Harshly but she is in love with him and it's her life we can't do anything about it , you know that Alison hates when we get into her personal life we tried before and it ended up with a fight remember' I Replied
'Ashley That Guy Ian Likes You I Am Sure Of That' James Looked Down
'No James No Don't Say That' I Put my hand on his mouth
'I Am Sorry but I am being honest with you I am guy and I know what I am saying please take care of yourself when I am not here Ashy Call me everyday please I need you, you know my mom always considered you as her daughter so please be with her when I am not here I will be happy if you did that' James Smiled
'Don't Worry About Anything James, Everything Is Going To Be Fine and You Need To Know That I Spent Time with Your Mom So Much after My Mom's Death' I Said
James Hugged Me Tightly
'I Will Miss That Hug' James Said
'I just don't want you to leave' I Hugged him back
'Just promise me that you will come and see me' James said
'I Promise You James' I Said.
James Is That Kind of Guys That Any Girl Can Admire, He is Sweet , He Has A Great Sense Of Humor And Really Talented He Just Never Leaves His Guitar , He Is Really Handsome Too He Has That Blonde Hair And Beautiful Blue Eyes And The Biggest Feature That He Is Not A Jerk.
I Was Spending All My Time with My Dad His Situation Is Getting Worse And I Am Getting more worried Because I am afraid to lose my dad like I lost my mom, She Died when I was 8 years old and I can't lose my dad too ,I am so close to him, he is that type of fathers that make you proud that you have him and if I lost him I just don’t know what will happen to my life I spent most of the time in the hospital with my dad and when his friend peter came , he asked me to go home and take a rest , I went back home and James Texted Me That He Is Going To Step By My home
I waited for him till he came and he confessed me with a thing that I can never imagine.
He walked into my house and he looked kind of drunk
'You Look Beautiful Like Always' He Complained
'Thank You James' I said staring at him
'I Will Miss You So Much Ash' He Said
I Hugged Him Tightly ' I Will Miss You Way More James All This Years We Never Left Each Other Even For A Min , I Don't know What Will Happen When You Go' I Said Emotionally
'Ashley I Love You ' James Said Looking Really Dizzy
'No James You Are Drunk' I Replied
That Time I Really Didn't Know What To Do And What To Say I Realized That James Was In Love With Me And I Was So Pissed That He Started To Drink Again I Still Can't Figure Out Why He Would Drink That Much Even He Is Going For A Big Step In His Life And He Knew Already That Drinking May Ruin His Life And I Have Nothing To Do About It Every Time He Promises Me To Stop Drinking but Every Time He breaks The Promise And He Gets Back To Drink.
'Ashley I Love You ' He Repeated Again,
' You Know That I Love You Too But You Are Not Fine Now' I Helped James to Go To The Bathroom I Put His Head Under The Shower Till He Woke up
I helped him to go the bed and stayed next to him.
'Ashley….' He Murmured
'I Am Here ' I looked at him
'What happened? 'He asked looking around with a headache
'You were drunk' I said pissed
'I have a major headache' he said resting his hand on his head
'Yeah of course you were super drunk and you promised me before you won't drink again but I can see you broke your promise and here we go again' I said in a very aggressive way
'Oh please don't start a fight Ashley' he said getting off the bed
'You know what I won't leave you ruin your life that way, look at yourself in the mirror James' I Stood Looking at Him
'Ashley I Love You ' He Shouted
Ashley Looked At Him but You Are Leaving Tomorrow James' She Said,
'Don't Change The Topic Ash' He Walked Close To Me And He Held My Hand Saying ' I Have Been Loving You Since We Were Little Kids And I Know You Love Me Back , I Never Had The Courage To Tell You That But I Really Do Love You That’s Why I Want You To Come With Me , Ashley Rested Her Hand On The Back Of His Head And She Started To Kiss His Lips Really Deep As He Kissed Her Back Deeper Holding Her Close To Him Wrapping His Arms Around Her Waist ' I love You Too James' I Said
Nothing can describe how happy I was when we kissed I felt safe when I were close to him because he meant everything to me , I Admit It I Have Been In Love With Him Since We Were Little Kids Too And When He Confessed That I Couldn't Believe Him, I Was So Happy But Also Pissed He Broke His Promise And He Started To Drink Again And He Had To Leave To Audition, The Week He Left My Dad Passed Away And He Got Accepted And I Didn't Go To Audience As I Promised Him , He Never Called Me Back And It Was Hard For Me To Reach Him , My Sister Alison Called Off Her Wedding And She Stayed With Me For Months.
