Thank You.

Chapter 1: The Beginning

I'm very pessimistic.

I am not very social.

No, I am not like those girls in fictional books who claim that they're asocial, but turn out to be the most socially active ones. Nothing's wrong with it, good for them. They broke a part of their constructed bubbles and changed.

I dislike change. I dislike many people.

Again, I'm very pessimistic. And not very social.

Perhaps it's annoying, how I view most things with negative eyes, but I find it comforting. Don't worry, it makes no sense to me too. I'm hoping I'll understand my contradicting self-one day.

I battle against myself. Why am I never happy? Why am I so scared to trust anyone? Why do I hate myself so much? How far can my insecurities take me...?

One more thing, well, two.

This will be my story. And I think it's best to know that it will be deceiving. There's so much I will portray, but my chapters will be short. Many things will be short.

However, he is not short. Tristian Lee, an attractive (I suppose) human being that isn't necessarily popular, but hangs out with the "popular" clique. He's also very social, as you can probably tell, and over-friendly. Unfortunately, it happens to be that he is hell-bent on showing off his "overly- friendly" characteristics" and getting me to show sincere emotions. Why? I have no idea, nor do I care.

There's one more person that is significant in my story. Emery Kale. A person who I looked up to. She was very beautiful and smart in my eyes. The only person who I, first, wanted to genuinely know.

Things happen.

People change.

And I remain pessimistic.