I wake up to my alarm clock buzzing like crazy. I forgot this week I have practice from 7:00 a.m. to 9:30 p.m. This is the week I either get on the team or off the team. This is crank week. I need to show them my skill or I am done. Which hopefully won't happen. I think I will be fine. I practiced, worked out, and gained weight. Oh snap. I forgot about about my weight. Maybe if I find the most fattening food I will magically gain a pound. I am so dead. I 115 pound figure needs to be ten times the weight. Since I am defense I need a lot of muscle for pushing people in battles for the ball. Plus, the odds of me getting on the team even if I gained weight is one to 100,000.
This day is not turning out so far as I expected. I don't get to kiss Max, my boyfriend right before we walk into school. I miss him already and it is only five in the morning. Beep. Beep. I got a new message on my phone. It is a text from Max! He says Today I am going to miss your green eyes and stright long brown hair. Most of all I am going to miss your smile and the way we kiss.
From Your Lover Max
I love when I get texts like that. He is so cute and nice. He can make a bad day good only by one text. I pick up my I Phone. I get ready to text when I look in the mirror and see that I am blushing. I try to rub it off with my sleeve. I try to get it off before someone comes in. "Don't try to hide your love Jess." My mom says. I just shake my head. The only reason she says that is because my dad split up with her because he thought she didn't love him. My dad hasn't talked to me since. It has been a year. Most people see there dad every day not me. I hate it.
"Your going to be late mom." I say. She looks at her watch. She kisses my head and jogs away. She waves and then blows me another kiss. When she is gone I sit on my bed and text Max back.
