Snakes Of Love

13. Didn't Kill Me

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"Ugh..."

"Please...."

"Stop...."

"Please.."

"UGH!"

Why the fuck isn't my head isn't listening to me.

"Temperance you need to take this." Ever so slowly I turned my head to the simple son of a bitch. On the side of the bed sat Carlos holding a glass of clear liquid in one hand and pills in the other.

Holding my head tightly trying to make my brain stop pounding in my skull. "Ugh! I really need to stop drinking."

"Yes you really need to stop. It's terrible for you liver Tempe." He preached like his blood was always pure. However, I swallow pills and water then giving him the glass back.

He sighed running his hair through his hair before getting up and disappearing through the door. Once he was gone, I scanned the run seeing where I can escape but then my mind was in the mood for think so I give up. 

 A rock hard body appeared back into the room, looking a little nervous. Increase heartbeat again. While. didn't know he couldn't afford a shirt.

He ran his hands through his hair again obviously nervous. I watched him pace back and forth. I would have said something but watching him made me dizzy so I was like fuck it.

"Ugh!" He groaned in a low husky voice. "I don't how to say this but-"

"I swear to god if you anything Joseph I will-I'll-" Fuck, my brain is pounding again. I moaned to myself embracing the bed again. "I'll do something when I get sober."

"Before you sober up, I need to tell you something." He towards me slowly. Wanting to know I sat up against the bed and watched him kneel in front of me. There was a moment ot silence before he said.

"I love you Tempe." 

Immediately, like it was an ultimate reaction, my hand swung across his face barely making him stumble but was enough to receive a shocked face. 

"What the fuck is wrong with you? I know you're crazy but," He stood up and leaned casually against the nearest wall like nothing happened. "We known and hated each other for years and now suddenly you're obsessed with me. You fucken kidnapped me! I don't know what is going on but you're going to send me back home no rather just leave me on the street I'll be fine, okay?"

He bored his calm fire eyes into mine for a minute or so. "You're right, we have known each other for years."

I huffed irritably. "What do you mean?"

His eyes fired up a bit. "Don't play dumb. You and I know that lake in a very," smirking he said. "special way."

"I don't know what your talking about and evidently," I huffed gesturing at my face. "I don't care." 

I finally got up and walked to the door which led to the bathroom. My heartbeat increase so much I could hear it. Water flowed into the cup I made with my calm and cleanse my face bringing me some sort of relief. But the next words to be said immediately killed it and almost killed me.

"You lost you virginity at that lake."

I slowly turned on my heels and looked at him with a nonchalant face. "So fucken what?"

With a deep voice he said the word I had wished so he would forget. "Admittedly I was saddened for your reason but i enjoyed it. You were amazing."

My body froze not knowing what the fuck to say. My heartbeat was off the chart. I can't believe he wasn't drunk, I could have sworn he was drunk it was the only fucken reason I fucken him. And because nobody wanted to touch me because apparently I wasn't 'attractive' or 'worth it'. I regretted it after I did it.  regretted it so much I didn't talk to anyone you over two years. The only fucken reason I did it was because of those bitches. Fucken bitches told me everyone did it, fourteen was the age to lose you virginity. Of coarse, my father never found out, he was a traditional man and believes girls should stay chaste. 

I have a detailed memory of myself crying my heart out all crawled up on my bed. The fear of me father finding out overcome any kind of shame. Maybe that's way I worked so hard to act like a boy. At I decided at a young age pretty princess are the first to get raped. Acting and training like my brothers gave me strength and security something I know only I could provide

"I need coffee." I stated before walking pass him accidentally dumping him slightly. I stormed straight to the exit door, unsurprisingly it was locked. 

"So you're just going to pretend like nothing happened." He said watching me stare at the lock door standing erect.

"I gave you the wrong message but I only did it to be accepted. I was rejected instead and that isn't one of me proudest memories. So mock me all you want, I've already cried out all my tears."

Back to his calm eyes he was ever so softly. "I'm not trying to make you cry Tempe."

"Well then, let me go." 

"No." He said simplest way.

"WHY THE FUCK NOT?!" I screamed at the top of my lungs.

"BECAUSE HE WAS GOING TO KILL YOU." He roared at me making my spine shiver and my leg shake to the core. He sighed noticing my reaction, shaking his head and holding the bridge of his nose tightly. "If you went home last night he would have put a bullet in your drunken ass an say it was a accident."

I shook my head, fiercely refusing to believe Joseph could be that cruel. I mean he was an assassin but there was no way he would kill me. Tears fell one by one. "No."

"Tempe, I've been watching you-I mean- Fuck! You know I have eyes there and I guarantee you your death was planned to look like a fucken suicide. You want to watch-"

"I don't want to watch another one of your goddamn videos just-" I take a breath trying avoid another tear. "Just don't."

The locked door making a sound and flew open moment making me take a step back. Laughter filled the room as Santiago walked in with one arm around Nova's neck and another holding a plastic bag. 

"Chinese anyone?"