It hurts to still have feelings for someone when they obviously have moved on, it kills you. It actually kills you! You try so hard and nothing works. It brings you down and you can't help yourself. You try so hard not to look at them, but somehow your eyes always trace back to them. You try to distract yourself so you won't think about them, but somehow they cross your mind. You try everything you can with your best ability to get over them...but you can't...because you love them...and they don't love you back...
It hurts to know that our 1st kiss meant nothing. It hurts to know that everything that happened at festival meant nothing, it hurts to know that when we went to see Into The Woods, it meant nothing. It hurts to know, that when he hugged me for the first time, it meant nothing. It all meant nothing!
