Just quickly wanna say that I'm gonna be updating around 2 times a week
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So today I'm gonna meet up with Cherry and Zania. Mom's taking me to the mall where we will all meet up...
"Here sweetie " mom said handing me $300?! Wow that's alot
"M-m-mom? Why so much ?" I trail off, "Well your going shopping aren't you? And well I don't want to drive twice... " she starts... Oh well dad gave me a spare card just incase, and I have $300 extra! Yayy
"Is it okay? " mom asks "yeah yeah no it's enough thanks! " I say while jumping out of the car...
I fix my sweater
I'm wearing a ripped jean and n camel coloured sweater
"Here we go... " I am so scared... What if I don't fit in with my group anymore?
Well here goes the first step to old friends. I walk to Hava Java, an amazing coffee shop with the best cake! Wow...
"Oh my goodness!! A!! " someone yells and I turn around to see Cherry! " oh my goodness it's so good to finally see you! How are you? " she asks pullimg me in a hug, "Wel-" I was cut off by someone else "Aaannnnnnn!!!! " I was tackled, wow Zani is very strong...
"Woah, get off guys! " I say really happy and giggly "we're in public! " I say while laughing and they get up. Silence for a second and I just start to cry. I pull them into a hug and cry even more. Next thing I hear is them also crying.
"Oh my soul guys! I can't believe how long it's been! " I say still crying... We give one more really tight hug and let go, the waitress brings us each a tissue and we thank her
We go to our table and start a conversation "Wow! Look at your hair! It's grown alot" Zani says taking my lose wayve hair in her hands "and, wait -- did you colour it!? " Cherry asks "Yep-" I say popping the 'p' "I had a platinum theme and everyone was wearing platinum clothes so I went for the hair"
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oh my soul it feels good to see them again
Cherry's hair is still that crispy brown with her big brown eyes. And her tall slim body was so small
And Zani with her Choc coloured hair and beautiful blue-ish eyes, it suits her so good. And dont forget her long eyelashes. Her sporty body was the perfect fit for her
And here I am,, greenish grey eyes wity black border , and light brown with natural highlights, with platinum ombre hair and slim body.
We sit and order. Zani ordered a Caramel Muffin with hot chocolate. Cherry a coffee (as usual) and a strawberry muffin. I just took a Cuppachino and a vanilla (yes and) a blueberry muffin
"How long ago have you eaten? " Zani asks, her eyes wide. I just look at her and have a flashback...
"if you want to be a beautiful model, then you must be thin! And that mean less food! So your usual diet might of been a pack of chips and a soda, but now it's a little veggies, meat oh yeah alot of meat and no soda or coffee just water! " a mean lady said
"Ma'am? " I asks shy and she just looks at me "what if you always drink coffee in the morning to wake up? " I am so scared. Her eyes widen and she walks to me "look do you... Uh... Wanna be a model? " she asks soft "sorry please repeat the question... " I say soft "DO YOU WANT TO BE A MODEL OR NOT! " she yells in my face.
I fight my tears and say confident "yes" she yells again "WHAT DID YOU SAY FATTY!?" that was mean, I hear all the girls gasp "YES! " I yell "DOESN'T LOOK LIKE IT CAUSE YOUR THE FATTEST HERE! " now I'm gonna cry.
I just stand there and a tear in my eye, she chuckles and walks away. The tear escaped my eye and I fell on my knees.
The other girls are coming closer and helping me up. "Are you okay Ania? You know your not fat and she doe-" I cut Jenna off (one of the models) "it's not that she just called mefat, I know I'm not ... But it still hurts cause I used to be, and she yelled at me and I'm so sensitive! " I start running to the house...
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"A? " Cherry says as I snap out of my flashback. "You okay? " they both ask together. "Yeah why wouldn't I be? " I say with a smile
"Why are you crying? " Zani asks very worried. I look at her with a what the hell? Look, and I take my hand to my face and feel some liquid... Did I cry in my flashback?
They both look at me worried and I just force a smile "guys chill. I just had a flashabck... " I say to convince them. They don't look convinced, damn...
"Okay fine, " I give in , and tell them the whole story.
Zani looked shocked and Cherry speechless. They try to speak and open theur mouthes but no words
"Where does she live? " Cherry asks ,"yeah and what does she look like? " Zani asks really mad.
They look at each other "I will buy tickets to Miami " Cherry said and they looked at me "Guys! " I say loud "no! Just leave it!... I don't want you guys to get in trouble!" I say really mad, Zani wants to say something but I beat her to it "and no Z... You will cause it's high in security" I am just not in the mood to save them cause it's gonna be very expensive "sorry... " Zani and Cherry says at the same time
We eat our muffins and drinks in silence
"Oh my gosh" Cherry says very excited. Me and Z look at her with questioning faces. She points behind me "thats Richard! Or as we know him Rickey! " my eyes widen and I turn a little to see but he is like right behind me... Damn! What do I do
I just turn back to them and eat. Really Ania? Really?
I hear in a deep voice , someone cleraing their throat... I turn a little and see Ricky.
"Hey, I didn't know you were gonna be here... " he start
C and Z just squeeled. "Oh uhm this is where we usually meet" I say, but something tells me he knew, " oh well, uhm... Do... Do you w-w-wanna go see a movie? " he trails off "now? " I ask , "y-yes" he says. I turn to C and Z and their giving me the 'say-yes-you-dummy! ' look, I rurn back to him and stand up, "u-uhm... Well I'm kind of busy. So no and I am gonna be busy unpacking when we get home so sorry" I say and turn back into my seat.
What did I just do
"O-okay uhm I understand "he says his voice disappointed... C and Z just look at me with wide eyes "what? " I ask as if nothing happened "you turned Rickey down... Asin Rickey Lunders! " Z says... "Well yeah... " I traill off "I mean I do like him amd all but I'm busy with my besties" I smile and they look so happy and 'awed'
We went shopping and went home. Wow today was kinda fun so yeah
