The Rose That Fell

Memories

I remember when I was 7 My two brothers and I were down in the living room playing. My Uncle was there sitting in the chair, When he told us to head up the stairs. As I was on my way
He Said "Not You, Come Here"
I Came And Walked Toward Him And Said "Yes "
He said " Suck My Dick "
I Looked As I didn't know what that meant until he pulled out His Penis and said suck It. As He Pointed to it to Assure me of what he was referring to. It Seem To Me I Didn't Know What to Do Or What to say , I just sat there on my Knees Looking And Until we Got A Knock At the Door And When He got up and answered it , It Was The Police Looking for my mom And Him. They told him to step outside. My brothers soon ran down the stairs. The Police told us to follow them. They put us in the back of the cop car. My mom Eventually pulled up and They arrested her to. The Cop Car We Were in soon pulled off. All we remember was seeing our mom get arrested and Taken Away From us . Our Young Eyes didn't understand anything at that age. I Am 12 Now.
             Im Now back with my Mother. She Has Had Another Child Now That Is Now 5. We Live in a big house on Linwood. My mom Now Has New Friends that We Go see And Spend a Night With. She Has 4 kids, 2 girls and 2 boys. One of the boys was 17 Years Old , His Name Was Steve. Steve and I Never Really Associated with each other , He Probably told a couple jokes here and there, and I'd laugh but that Was it. I was Never The Type to Be All In A guys Face , I Was Shy around cousins and all, But I loved to play. Most of the time I felt like guys stared too hard anyways. One day Steve And his brother spend a night. My Brother decided we Should all Play hide and Seek. So I did , When we were playing I made sure no one caught me. I then ran Into someone, Who grabbed me by the shoulders.
He said " Who is this ?"
I Said " Okay you Got Me It's Egypt !"
He Said " I Sure Did ."
As He Gripped My shoulders hardly And Pushed Me Down On the Floor against the couch.He started breathing on my neck reallly hard, and begin to tug on my shorts. My shorts were on so tight that he Couldn't seem to get them down.
I Started to Cry and Scream And He Held My Mouth Closed.
He Told Me to, " Shut the Fuck Up !"
He tugged so hard on my short, that I could feel his balled up knuckles dig into my skin. He Then Pulled His Dick Out As He Had My Pants Halfway Down My waist on my cheeks now. As Soon As he Grabbed His Dick We Heard Fighting. Steve soon heard his brother yelling at my older brother , They were about to fight.

Steve then whispered in my ear "Your brother saved your life this time."

He Then Got up and Took His Hand Off my mouth.

Sleeping that Night was The scariest thing ever , I Hide Under The Bed In my brothers room that night knowing that he didn't know where I was and wouldn't do it again. If he tried my brother could hear him this time. My room and My Bed That Night Seem To Have His Name All Over it Knowing he said " this time." Which Made Me know that I was too smart for him to ever Catch me Alone Again . People often say their life is a movie but I think other wise because my brain always predicts the ending of every movie but with life you can't. I don't know why I didn't tell anyone probably because at the time, I felt like no one would believe me or care. I remember trying to tell my old family about my uncle because an event happened when I was 10 or 9. She asked how I even knew about what i was trying to do and I told her my uncle tried to make me do it to him when I was younger. She told my aunt who was his girlfriend that took care of me and my brothers at the time wait my uncle and mom was in jail. All I remember was her yelling at me telling me not to lie or tell lies because I could put my uncle in jail for longer then he has. I said to her I wasn't lien and she said I was so I shut up. I always felt hidden and scared to speak for myself. I knew I wasn't lien certain memory's doesn't just stick around for no reason.