Mr. and Mrs. Tesfaye

"Rose.."

Abel's POV

I woke up surrounded by a fuckin mess. Broken shards of glass, clothes, my awards, bed sheets on the floor in a pile. Holes in the wall. I don't know if I did this or me and Rose did this in the heat of one of our little episodes.

One thing I did know for sure, I'm not cleaning this shit up . I scramble and look for my phone on the floor which took about 15 minutes. It was underneath the bedframe , grabbing it , I unlock it and begin to call my house keeper who I've given paid time off to see her kids .

"Hi Ms.Green, how are you?" I speak in to the phone while putting it on speaker as I traveled to the bathroom to take a piss. "Fine and yourself Mr.Tesfaye?" She's always had such a thick country accent. I chuckle to myself as I begin to tell her about the mess in my bedroom . "On my way, honey! Give me about 30 minutes." She says.

"Yes ma'am. Take your time." I say trying to be as polite as possible. Finally getting off the phone, I head down to the kitchen to see my living room and everything else was still intact, it was just my bedroom that I probably had a temper tantrum in . I shake my head and proceeded to grab a bowl and some cinnamon toast crunch . Looking into the fridge for some milk , only to be disappointed that I had ran out. "Fuck!" I slam the refrigerator door and fling the bowl filled with dry cereal across the kitchen and begin hitting the cabinets out of anger. I don't know what has came over me but its like an abundance of rage and all I'm seeing is red. I begin to calm myself down by laying on the cold marble kitchen floor and breathing in and out while counting to 20 . Seemingly it helps me and I grab a broom and dust pan and begin sweeping up the cereal, while mentally making a list of things that I should go grocery shopping for.

Dumping the contents into the waste bin, I go and sit down on the sofa waiting for Ms. Green to arrive. I begin to think about what happened last night , only thing I could remember was tearing everything up in my bedroom and yelling at Rose about something, which isn't new. When am I not yelling at her is the real question. I get up and walk upstairs and looked for her only not to find her in my bedroom of course and not in the guestroom. I go down stairs and find her in the game room playing mario kart and silently mumbling to herself .

"I will not hurt him... No matter what he's done to me. I thought about it, I've even attempted to but I can't bring myself to hurt him. He's like my other half, I'm barely home anymore, I don't have any contact with Spencer, it's all about him now." She sighs and lays down on the big bean bag that was in front of the plasma and starts to play the game again. I've never seen her experience one of her schizo episodes before but I guess there's a first time for everything.

I begin to stand and watch her a little bit longer as she stops speaking and begin to play the game a little bit more. I do have to admit that my feelings for Rose have increased no matter how ugly I am towards her or what I do to her . I think I love her but I wouldn't ever admit that to her, not now anyway. I start to walk up the stairs once I hear some shuffling but stop in my tracks when Rose calls out to me.

"Leaving so soon?" I turn my head back slightly to see she never took her attention off the game. "Just came to check on you. Come up stairs when you're finished." I jog back up the steps to see Ms. Green already setting up shop and plugging up her vacuum cleaner, I waved and said good morning to her and laid on the couch and started fiddling with my phone . Getting the wool blanket from off the ottoman, I got back into my cozy position and begin to go down my insta timeline to see nothing that piqued my interest. I lay on my back and put my playlist on shuffle and Bluetooth .

An old 70's song begins to blare through my surround sound in the living room . I looked at my and swiped up to see the name and artist of the song. Benny Mardones, into the night.