HER side:
People sometimes call me as heartless and fierce girl.
Because....I DON'T CARE.
I don't care if everyone talks about me, even if behind me.
I don't care about anyone. I don't care about myself.
I mean, who gives a sh*t about it?
I used to be simple hearted and cheerful girl.
I had many friends. I had HIM.
I had my whole family behind my back.
We all used to live happily and peaceful.
But back then.....
"Nicole! GO! Sige na! Lumabas ka na! Tumakas ka na!"
* gunshot sound effect *
It was just 3 years ago when I lost...HIM.
At hindi ko parin nakakalimutan ang gabing yon...KAHIT KAILAN.
That night changed...EVERYTHING.
I grew up into hate.
I hated my parents.
I hated my older brother.
I hated everything!
And I don't want to love, ever again.
Because for me, love...is just a game.
Boys like to play girls and break their hearts. Nakakatuwa noh?
But what if girls like us will play them next?
At first, I didn't really care about it.
We played like it was all nothing.
We were only friends but...
I didn't even realize that I was already falling for him. GAME OVER.
Until then, HE came back...
Inakala kong patay na siya, inakala kong iniwan na talaga niya ako.
At ang mas masakit pa doon, hindi niya ako naaalala.
He had already SOMEONE in his heart
and what hurts is that it was my BESTFRIEND.
But as days and weeks had passed,
another GAME was created.
"You're going to be my GIRLFRIEND, sa ayaw mo o sa gusto mo, naiintindihan mo?"
Ugh, bakit ka pa ba bumalik?
If only hindi lang sana kita minahal nang ganun katagal...
And just like that, another game has been sealed.
HIS side:
I don't remember anything.
But I remember how to LOVE.
Pero ang napakasakit lang doon ay hindi ka niya mahal,
kundi turing kaibigan lamang.
"I've already loved someone else. Hindi ako ang karapat dapat sayo. Brian, alam mo bang may nag aantay sayo na bumalik ka? Kahit inakala niyang patay ka na, araw-araw lagi siyang naghihintay sayo pero bumalik ka...na hindi mo naman siya nakikilala."
"Bakit? Sino ba talaga AKO?"
"Alamin mo, Brian. Ikaw lang ang nakakaalam sa mga nakaraan mo. Tandaan mo ang lahat kung gaano mo siya nasaktan nung iniwan mo siya at paano siya nagbago dahil sayo."
"Just stop. I've already heard enough. Bakit hindi na lang ba tayo? Please, mahal kita."
"Yon ba talaga ang sinasabi ng puso mo? Mahal mo AKO?"
And just like that, iniwan lang niya ako.
Sino ba talaga ako? Ano ba talaga sinasabi ng puso ko?
Pero...simula nung nakita ko SIYA,
walang emosyon sa kanyang mukha,
para bang walang pakialam sa mundo,
na kinakasama ang walang kwentang lalaki nakilala ko,
wala talaga. Wala talaga siyang pakialam.
Ano ba din ang pakialam ko? SILA naman din eh.
Habang tumatagal, nakikilala ko siya.
Parang may kamukha siya.
Parang kilala ko na, noon pa.
Pero...hindi ko lang matandaan.
"BRIAN!!"
"Bitawan niyo siya!"
"Well, well, well. Buhay ka parin pala, Brian? ANO? Ibubuhos mo na naman ba ang buhay mo parang sa walang kwentang babae na to?"
* gunshot sound effect AGAIN *
"HINDI!!"
Binaril ko naman yung humawak sa KANYA.
At kahit kailan, hinding hindi ko hahayaan ang sino man sumubok saktan siya,
at kunin siya mula sa akin, na mabubuhay sa mundong ito.
Niyayakap ko naman siya sa braso ko.
"Hindi. Nikki..."
At napangiti naman siya.
"Tagal ko nang...h-hindi naririnig ang pangalan na yan."
"Nikki, wag kang bumitaw sa akin please."
"T-This time, ako na ang magpoprotekta sayo."
"Hindi! Nikki...mahal kita..."
I may not remember anything.
But even if everything has changed.
I'm sure, she's the ONE whom I protected...whom I loved the most.
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Hello. This is not my first fanfiction I've ever wrote in my life because I put all of them mostly in AFF(asianfanfics). If you have time, click this link : http://www.asianfanfics.com/profile/view/534226
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