Colletion of Poems

Forgetting You

Everyday I realize, once I'm sober, that I will have to face reality eventually.
But I still smoke, swallow some pills, and drink.
I don't think I'll ever be able to face the fact I lost you.
The best person in my life, went right out my window.

I can't even be sad or mad because I did it.
I'm the reason you left because I'm too fucked up.
You left because I told you to.
I made the decision that I was bad, for you.

Now I'm regretting everything.
And you've moved on.
And I know, life's fucked up.
And I'm sorry.