Colletion of Poems

You Don't Need Me.

Sometimes I wonder why.
Why I exist.
Why I even try.
And why I care.

Then I remember It's because of you.
You changed me,
But I can't tel,l if it was for better,
or for worse.

Right now, in the depths of the night,
I'm thinking worse.
In the morning when you are near me,
I'm thinking better.

These mixed feelings,
They constantly fuck with my brain.
It makes you both the bad guy,
And the good guy.

I know that even thought I want to,
I can never make you happy.
I will only hurt you,
And that's just a fact.

I'm not good at anything.
I can't talk.
I can't eat.
I can't live.

There is nothing I don't fuck up.
So I will fuck this relationship up.
I just know it.
Don't even try to argue about it.

I'm happy you are here for me,
But you are wasting your time.
I'm mad that you are here,
But I really like it when you kiss me.

I hate all these conflicting feelings,
And when people ask me
"If you could change one thing in your life what would it be?"
I would respond with "I wish I never met you."