Never leave me~

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by Katelyn_Yeemo

by Katelyn_Yeemo

Hey; Quick warning, there are mentions of self harm in this, you have been warned. Happy reading!

Otabek and Yurio were at the Barcelona ice rink, preparing for the competition later that day, until Otabek snapped, starting an argument between the two.
   "I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT I EVER FELL IN LOVE WITH A SELFISH PUNK LIKE YOU! " Otabek shouted, before slapping the younger boy, sending him hurtling to the floor. "B-Beka... I... I'm sorry... Please-" Yurio weakly stuttered out. "Just shut up, we're done, I fucking hate you Yuratchka! " He stormed out of the rink, leaving Yurio alone, heartbroken.
   Later on, once Yurio had made his way home, he proceeded to grab his pocket knife.
*cut*
You're worthless
*cut*
You're weak
*cut.cut.cut*
No one cares about you.
   Yurio spent the rest of the day, until the competition, crying and cutting, falling deeper down the cliff Otabek had thrown him off.

   The competition had come, and Otabek was performing to the song Samarkand Overture, a song full of anger and strangely passion from the argument.
   Next up was Yurio, who skated to Allegro. His moves were sharp and on point, perfectly executed with the grief and anger of heartbreak.
   All six of his quads were beautiful, even the quad flip into a triple toe loop. Otabek was stunned with this new side of Yurio. He found it mysterious and intriguing...
   After the performance, Yurio had broken down into tears, but managed to make it to get his score without showing too much grief, hiding it with his 'Russian Punk' facade.
   Once he had reached the changing room, he was met with the heart shatteringly familiar face of Otabek Altin.
   "I saw your performance... The pain in your eyes was unbearable... I knew you'd been suffering through it..." Yurio froze, small tears brimming in his eyes. "Yura, show me your wrists... " Yurio stiffened, eyes widening. "I... I... " Otabek grabbed Yurio's wrists, gently pulling up the sleeves to reveal many cuts, most of them fresh.
   Yurio flinched as Beka softly ran his fingers across the scars. "Yura... Why..? " "Because... Because you were the only thing keeping me alive... You were the only person who cared and you LEFT ME!!! I had NO ONE to go to! And I was so close to just ending everything and hanging myself! Not like you'd care anyway! " he spat, venom dripping from every word.
   Otabek proceeded to push Yura against the wall, the younger male struggled but was stopped by Beka using one hand to hold his wrists together and one to keep him against the wall.
   Beka's lips ferociously connected with Yura's, full of anger and passion, pain and heartbreak. Yurio stiffened, until he gave in and kissed back their lips moving perfectly in sync.
   "nghh... beka... " Yurio weakly uttered out as they pulled away for air. "shhh... I love you Yura... " Yurio looked down, tears spilling out if his eyes. "d-do you p-promise not to l-leave me again...? " "I promise... "
   Otabek smiled as Yurio hugged him tightly.
"I love you Yura... " "I love you too Beka! "

Hey, hope you liked it, comment if you want more!