cam boy (discontinued)

hand job

I dont know what it is about him. I have this urge to hold him, and comfort him. I dont know why. Its not his body, though, his body is very nice, thats not it.

Plus, hes an asshole. He kicked me out of his house then hit me a couple of times. Just for kissing him.

But i just dont know. I dont get it. I dont understand why i like him so much. I barely even know him.

His heart is beating fast. Its been almost 40 minutes of my holding him like this. I think his mood changed. He pulls my hand away and turns so hes facing me. I look down at him. His cheeks are a light dusty pink. He holds my hand, and brings into close to his face. He softly kisses the middle of my palm. I feel a soft flutter in my heart.

"What was that for?" I spoke softly.

He shrugs, "i just wanted to give you a kiss." His cheeks turn slightly darker.

I smile, "give me a real kiss".

He looks into my eyes. I feel a billion butterflies burst in my chest. He nods slightly and leans up, pressing his lips softly to mine. I kiss back, letting my eyes fall half shut. He breaks away, and kisses my cheek quickly. My smile grows.

He takes my hand and presses it to his cheek. I rub my thumb back and forth on his cheek. He takes his hand away and bundles his arm infront of him. I pull my hand away and use both to pull him closer by his waist. He puts his hands on my chest. I lean down and kiss him. He holds onto my shirt and kisses back. I slide both my hands to his hips, and give them a squeeze. He breaks the kiss.

"W-what are you doing?"

"Nothing." I slip my hands under his shirt and hoodie, resting them on his waist. His face turns bright red. He nods and looks away. I run my hands back down, sliding them under his waist band and keeping them on his hips.

"T-this doesnt seem like nothing"

Hes so cute when hes flustered.

"What do you want it to be?"

I hear him gulp. "I-i really just want you to stop."

I pull my hands away and grab his hands from my chest. I hold them tight. He looks away.

"Im sorry, should that be a rule?"

He sighs softly and looks at me.

"No, just, i dont want that right now."

I nod. Its hard to keep my hands to myself. His body tempts me.

I pull my hands away and wrap them around him. He cuddles into me. We stay like that for hours. Out of no where he sits up and looks at the time.  I glance over myself and see that its 1 am.

Its 1 am.

He gets up. I watch him grab his laptop.

"Ill be right back, i have to cancel something."

I nod and he leaves the room with his laptop. I sit up and scoot over to my bag, i pull my lap top out and go to the live stream web site. To my excitement, Blue is online. I go to his stream and see, wow, hes in a bathroom.

{blue.kitten} hey, im sorry but i dont think i can stream tonight

{Giantrobot} oh, why not?

{blue.kitten} i just cant

{Giantrobot} aw, cmon, ive been waiting all day
{Giantrobot} just do something quick, for me~

I hear him sigh.

{blue.kitten} okay, fine, what do you want?

{Giantrobot} i think i really want you to tell me why you couldnt stream