cam boy (discontinued)

sleepy

Tom is acting very cute. I like his laugh. I think he might be coming onto me. Its hard to tell though. Hes scooted pretty close to me over the course of this episode. His knee is touching mine.

Right now, im mostly interested in fucking his brains out. But i doubt that will happen so soon. Id really enjoy being friends with benifits, that could possibly turn into something more. He seems like hes either really into one night things or very comitted relationships...but i dont mind either.

He seems nice but i dont really know him yet. Is it weird that my first thought was to have sex with him, then find out who he really is? Probably. Its kind of a dick thing to do. I should want him for him?

I need to stay off tumblr, the feminists are changing me.

I turn to look at him and i catch him already looking my way. I smile, and his flushes bright red. He doesnt look away.

"You really should just take a picture" i chuckle and he shrugs, scooting visibly close to me. His hip to knee is snuggly pressed to mine. I blush, looking down at his legs and wow, does he shave? He crosses his legs, simultaneously pushing up whats between his legs. I quickly look away and pretend i didnt see it, my fave now a more saturated red. I rub my hand on the back of my neck and look at him. He looks confused.

Did he not do that on purpose?

"You okay?" He laughs a little.

I nod and look away, pushing out a small chuckle. "Yeah, lets keep watching this."

He nods and i watch the screen. Once the second episode started, Tom let out a small yawn. But i refuse to look at him, im already fighting hard not to pop the button on my jeans.

God hes just so cute.

Minutes pass agonizingly slow. The episode gets to the 30 minute mark and i feel Tom slump onto me. I look at him, and hes completely asleep. I pause the show and close his lap top.

Hes very asleep.

Is is rape if i just kiss him a little? I dont want to touch him or anything, just a little kiss.

He wouldnt even know, just me.

I lean down and tilt his head up softly. I feel my face get hotter, and a tension build in my stomach, that quickly moved to my dick when i pressed my lips to his.

This is really weird of me to do.

I hold his cheeks and lick his lower lip. Which i quickly regret. His eyes start opening and i pull away. He sees me pull away and looks confused. I stand up.

He looks up at me, "Tor-"

Before he finishes i cut him off.

"Im going to go use the bathroom."

I leave the room.

Oh my god, what the hell was i thinking?

Hes not going to be happy.

Fuck, im so turned on.

Why me.