****Trigger warning**** Rape Scene
I knew what was happening before I had even fully awakened.
One of his hands went over my mouth, and the other went low, trying to slip into my pajama bottoms. My stomach twisted, it took everything I had in me to stop myself from throwing up. He had caught me off-guard, knowing it would take me a minute to fight back.
I was tired after cleaning the whole house, searching for a new job and taking the boys to their respective sleepovers.
I didn't have much fight in me.
But I knew I had to.
I tried screaming, I tried biting his hands, I tried kicking. All it resulted in was him beating the absolute shit out of me. Hit after hit landed wherever he wanted. One, two, three landed on my stomach. I lost count after the third hit to the face. I knew soon I would be unconscious.
"Stop fighting. It only makes me harder."
I cried out, begging him to stop, calling out for my mom, my dad, for anyone to just stop him. But no one came.
"Lay down and take it like the slut you are." He told me in my ear.
I thought about my brothers, about my father, about HIM.
And I prayed they would be okay. That they would move on and live no matter what happened tonight.
I could feel myself slipping away. Could me feel myself losing conscious.
At least I won't have to be awake for whats coming.
And with that thought, I smiled and let go. Everything faded into black.
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I can hear someone calling my name. Don't they know its over? The pain is everywhere.
"Emmie please you gotta get up?" Who is that? I briefly open my eyes and try to focus them. I see a figure kneeling by me. I think its my brother. It looked like he was talking on the phone.
"Yes, how far out are you?-Okay just tell them to walk in. We're in the back room of the house."
I closed my eyes. I'm so tired.
"Come on sissy. Open your eyes. Come on let me see them." He coaxed. I opened them, wanting one last sight of him. I heard the front door burst open and people swarming into the house,
"Caiden, I love you bub." I tried picking my hand to rub his cheek, but couldn't get it up. "Never forget that. You and Hunter were the best damn thing that ever happened to me. I'm so proud to be called your sister." I felt the paramedics hit the room but paid them no attention.
I looked at the ceiling and closed my eyes.
"EMMIE DON"T YOU LEAVE ME. NO. YOU DON'T GET TO LEAVE ME," My baby brother cried out, "please, please don't leave me."
"Forever baby boy. Be in my heart forever." And with that I finally let the darkness take me away.
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