Fanaa - Destroyed in Love - A Swasan FF

14# Falling for you

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"I'm not just falling in love with you,. I'm falling into you. You're an ocean, and I'm falling in, drowning in the depths of who you are ., it's scary in a way, but it's also the most amazing thing I've ever experienced. You are the most amazing thing I've ever experienced."*

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Though not sure of what to name these new emotions he felt towards swara, Sanskaar was absolutely certain about one aspect : he was no longer content just being a friend to swara. He craved for more. He longed for those moments with her, beyond little flowers ..just both of them. The sealed pact was put to good use and he didn't mind breaking few rules intentionally. Pure selfish deed on his part. Be it a meeting over a simple cup of coffee or sharing an ice cream... He eagerly looked forward to their meetings.. He knew they both were special for each other but he wanted to see it, feel it .

He looked for hints in her words , gestures ,trying to gauge her feelings and thoughts . He no longer wanted to hide or fight that undeniable attraction and the pull he felt towards swara and it was all in his eyes for her to read.

When not with swara all he could think of was her and when with her ,he didn't have other world around...it was just her ... Any of days he didn't get to see her, talk to her he grew restless and cranky.

One such night ,he missed her very badly .he didn't get to see her whole day, courtesy his meetings and her new project in college ... He wanted to listen her voice and on impulse he dialed her number ,admittedly at an odd hour .

The phone rang .. but no response .She must have slept ..disappointed he was about to disconnect, her voice came in

"Hi sanskaar" ..she sounded surprised ..he must be sleeping by now as per his schedule.

He should ..but how could he ..it felt like her voice was only lullaby that could put him to sleep

"Hi swara"

"Sab teek hain na waha.. iss waqt call kiya" ..she sounded bit concerned .He didn't call her usually at these hours.

What would he tell her , that he missed her badly ..wish he could find words to tell her how much...

"Woh tumse baat karne ka maan tha tho... aaj teek se baat nahi hopaaye na" ..he paused before he questioned," Kyu nahi kar saktha?"

He waited for her answer .He wanted to know if he had that right to call her at this hour.

"Of course kar sakthe ho" swara replied wondering why did he even ask that ? She would have never thought for a second for same ..Should she ?

"Woh sanskaar actually main bhi soch rahithi ki call karu par laga ki tum sojaavoge ..u know Mr.Perfect ke time table ke hisaab se ." Smiling she settled on the couch comfortably.

He knew she was smiling..he smiled too .'Mr . Perfect'. From her ,it was an endearment..one of those things he loved .

"Itna bhi perfect nahi hoon madam ...acha ye batavo aaj..." he laid back on bed.

And they talked and talked into the night .In soon became their new ritual. Her day would start with his good morning wish and his day ended with her Good Night wish.

As days passed Sanskaar didn't even realize when swara had become center of his universe.

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