Bound to FAIL

Chapter 1

Jada Pov

6:43 AM

"JADA GET UP" ma yells as she scraped my food on a plate. This must be one of her good days. Shes up bright and early, not somewhere passed out with vomit in her hair. "Jada, dammit!" ma says frustrated as she walks in my room, "get yo muthafuckin ass up." "Shitoff" i say turning the other way "why u openin blinds and shit?" "1st of all watch your mouth and 2nd off yo lil friends pickin u up in like 15 minutes for school so come on!" I groan and force myself up. I realize im not wearing a bra or shirt and ma still in the room so i quickly cover myself. "Ma get out im up" i say as i pick coal out my eye. "Fine." Ma looks around my room while she walks out. Everytime she comes in here she find some shit to pick up. As shes looking around for a stray clothing to put in the hamper or a pice of trash to take to the garbage her eyes land on me.

I blankly look at her as a wierd smile forms on her face. "Uh ma...what the fuck" "watch your mouth😑 IS THAT BOOBIES" she screams all excited like. "oh my fucking gosh" i mumble to myself. "Your whole life uve been my little flatchested baby girl, i was starting to think u were a boy but..." as ma rambles on i check my phone "6:47" i say to myself "AND NOW U FINALLY GOT TITTIES" "ok mom come on" i say finally impatient. "Let me see them" she says tugging at the covers a little. She cant be serious. "yea no get out" i say quite amused pulling the covers back up and secure. "Seriously Jada come on let me see em i wanna sse if they as pretty as mine!" now shes pulling the covers more aggressively but in a playful way.

                          *FLASHBACK*
"Shhhh Jada I just wanna see nobody gotta know" my dad whispers to me "no dad please you saw them yesterday" i beg with tears falling down my face. "WHEN I SAY LET ME SEE" he yanks the covers revealing my chest "YOU FUCKIN LET ME SEE" dad says right before he slaps me.
                     
                       *FLASHBACK OVER*
"DAD NO PLEASE STOP" I scream before i run to the bathroom, with mom right behind me, and slam the door and lock it behind me. I put my head down and let the tears fall. "Jada im sorry" ma puts her head on the door "y wont u ever open up to me." I wipe my tears and gather myself. "Ma im fine just let me get ready for school."

I brush my teeth, wash my face, put on deoderant, and apply mascara and red lipstick. I put on my gray sweater that says "SWEATER WEATHER" in bold black letters, my gold heart necklace that my grandma gave to me before she passed, light blue jeans with rips on the knees, and all black Nike Air Force 1s.

"JADA YO LIL FRIENDS HERE!" I look in the mirror 1 more time then take a selfie and post it on Instagram. (In Media)

I walk down the hallway to the livingroom and see August and Kyla waiting for me. I grab my black MK clutch off the chair and shove my phone into my back pocket. "Lets roll!" August walks out the door then Kyla then me. "Lock the door mom, I love you."

                               ~Car Ride~
"RIGHT! So what u told him after that" I ask Kyla. Shes tellin me why her and her boyfriend, Emmitt, are arguing right now. "I told him that since he like her pictures so much, how bout he like her fuckin preasents. And i left." "Yall girls be doin to fuckin much, just cus a boi like a girl picture dont mean he want her" "You full of shit August" Kyla says leanin back in her seat "I mean if we like a picture of a tree that dont mean we want to be with the tree so... i feel u Aug" "THANK U JADA" "Fuck both yall" Kyla salty ass say. August looks at her in the rearview and shoots a bird at her "August chill u gone miss our turn" i say laughin.

                               ~In School~
I go to my locker which is next to Kyla's and across from Aug's and grab my algebra book. Just as i turn around im face to face with Tez, my boyfriend. "SHIT!" i drop my book on Tez foot. "Ow! Damn Jada!" he wince while he gets the book from me. I bust out laughin and so do Kyla. "here" he hands me my textbook. "Thanks bae" I peck him on the lips. " Bae u want me to walk you to class?" He ask me. "Nah she good me and Aug got class with her. U can move along." Kyla doesnt like Tez at all. She says she gets a bad vibe from him. He just rolls his eyes at her and looks back at me. "Im good baby ill see u later" I kiss him one more time. "Ite see u at lunch baby.

As me Aug and Ky walk to class the bell rings. "Damn now yall know Ms. Turelli do not play" Kyla warns "well we dont neitha." I comeback.

We walk in class late and this bitch stop the class and stare at us. We all avoid eye contact and try to not bust tf out laughin. We silently get to our seats and open our textbooks. "Ehem" I side eye her then roll my eyes. "EHEM" "Ion think u should be in school with that shit in ya throat." I say. The class bol. "Yall 3 are late." "Okaaaaayyy" Kyla says. "Why" She Continues. "Because shit happens" i say annoyed. "The fuck" Kyla finishes. Ms. Turelli rolls her eyes and continues her lesson. August aint stop laugin yet.

"Jada" August whisper. "Wassup" i say not looking up from my book. "You look sexy asfuck today." I look up at him. He just flashes me a smile. "Thank u" I blush and look away.

                        ~AFTER SCHOOL~
Aug and Tez have Basketball practice and Kyla cheers. i wanted to cheer, but i got responsibilities. I say my goodbyes and start walking to go get my sister. A couple people try to talk to me but if u ignore them they go away. I walk a couple blocks and im at my sister preschool. I say hello to the teachers and sign my 4 year old sister Jamie out on the paper in this purple binder. I walk into the door that the instructor unlocked and grabbed Jamie's backpack. "Jamie" i call out. She turns around from coloring and flashes a big smile. "go put on your shoes so we can go" i tell her before i kiss her cheek.

Me and Jamie are walking home while shes talking my ear off about her day. I look in the distance and see the house. But in front of the house is a Red, dusty, car. "So i told her if she didnt stop i would kick her in the head" Jamie continues. "Jamie talk but focus on walking too get up here." i tell her. She catches up and contines talking. We catch up to the house and that red car is for sure parked in front of our house. "Who car is that" i mumble to myself. Me and Jamie walk up to the house and i unlock the door. I put my key in my purse as i open the door. I look up and drop all my shit.

"You miss me?" My father ask sitting on the couch with a sick smirk on his face.